Jun 29, 2010

yummylicious!


hye friends! so, how was ur day? mine was, erm... very ordinary. except during the evening, when Nabil came to Bernama & kidnapped me for a moment. and i was so excited to see him. i was so bored being in the bone-cold office all day long without any assignment. we went out for a lunch, eh dinner dah kot. sekejap je lah. sy masih dlm office hour. cuma rehat makan sekejap. thanks dear ;) ok sudah, i nak cerita ttg last sunday. i rajin masak! i masak 2 dessert. i baked some choc muffins + fruity pudding. yerlah, i jarang masak so haruslah i masuk blog bila i masak. HAHA.

ingredients of choc muffins! telur, minyak jagung, choc chips, tepung, butter etc.


siap susun dlm cup! siap sedia utk dibakar!


sementara tunggu, mkn nugget LEMBU --ramly.
sy penggemar nugget Ramly Burger. sbb dari kecil dah biasa. sedap.
mama pernah jd accountant di sana. give a try.


dah mengembang gebu bukan main! geram sungguh sy!


tgk melimpah ruah muffin i menggebu. ;D
i puas hati dgn rasa dia yg berjaya memikat hati i sendiri.
dan alhamdulilah, semua org pun suka! thee.


okay. puding. mcm biasa campuran bahan, dipanaskan sampai mendidih.
kemudian masukkan dlm mangkuk/bekas mcm ni.


sejukkan sikit, masukkan buah. yummy!


the next day sy bgn seawal 5am taw utk masak makaroni goreng. pun sama, puas hati sbb 1 periuk tu habis licin. family, Nabil, kawan2 cakap sedap. hope so ;) siapa nak rasa, sila dtg rumah! pintu rumah sentiasa tertutup, kena tekan door bell dulu la kalau nak masuk. haha. ;P

mama dan abah org plg gembira tiap kali sy cakap "nak masak" sbb sy jarang masak. bkn tak reti sgt, cuma jadual tak mengizinkan. ece, alasan! betul. dan ayat plg biasa "21 dah... malu tak reti masak" gaaa~ pastu semua buat muka pelik bila sy masak. dush dush!

tp mama ckp lg, air tangan isteri boleh pikat hati suami ;)


IJN 15th birthday & how this simple event knocked my heart


hello. few days ago i did mention about going to IJN for my assignment aite? here's a sneak peak. that stripy shirt cameraman is abg farhan. he's a very supportive n helpful cameraman. ;) oh ye, everytime pergi assignment, kami akan tukar2 cameraman. so, it depends on the schedule. what time we leave, with who, what function, it's a daily schedule. it's a must to check it everyday. i enjoyed myself that day and met kinda lots of reporters from the other media agency.

the 2nd picture - IJN received some donation from Monash University Medical Student Associations. about, 24K. good job guys ;) owh yar, it was IJN 15th birthday, and they celebrated 150 kids (patients). I interviewed 2 mom, and CEO of IJN. trust me, the CEO is a Tan Sri Dr bla bla bla, and she is soooooo down to earth & kind hearted. tak sombong langsung ok. how i wish to be in the same position =P and with the same attitude, of course. magic show, lucky draw, dancing competition was a part of the programmed.


if u do really know me, i guess u know how soft-hearted i am. to meet up with all of these kids, well basically they're sick, at a very young age. i was impressed, sad, and happy to see how they try to survive with several operations as they grow up. I'm touched with the love given from their parents too. I can see from all the mothers and fathers faces, clearly, how much those kids mean to them. and, i cant imagined if was in their shoes. am i strong enough? hurmmm...

This is one of the situation when i realized how lucky i am. to be healthy, to be who i am now, to be fat, (gaaa... cukup makan =P). how i should learn to stop saying "if only..."

this simple situation. this simple event. took me a life to think about the world we live. ye sy mmg suka berfikir benda2 kecik dan mengarut. diam, dan berfikir. tp kemudian, sy lalai lg. Tp, dlm hati, ada doa. ada harapan. dayus sungguh manusia. kan? ok. sudah keluar tajuk lg. haha.

almost 2am ppl. i should get some sleep, esok PAGI kerja weyh! take care ;)

Jun 28, 2010

400 turns to zero in 2 hours


good morning ppl. well, basically it's dark outside--midnight. but, since it's 1254am right now, so, again, good morning ppl ;) last tuesday, was my off day. and i was in unstable emotion so i decided to have some good relaxing moment of my own, alone. alah, pi mai-pi mai tang tu jgk. balik ke JJ setiawngsa je =P at first, i was expecting to go somewhere else yg jauh sikit, baru mcm gempak kan, but lepas itu big boss marah i keluar seorg, so i pergi yg plg dekat je lah. thee.

as i told b4 dkt my status @FB, i habiskan almost 400 in 2 hours, urm... basically yes, dkt JJ ni je padahal. and it didnt happened all the time okay! very rare! trust me. *wink*



JJ AU-setiawngsa.
bnyk tmpt mkn, x bnyk choice utk shopping.



1st thing - manicure & pedicure. RM50--happy hour price!
*ya Allah tembamnye jari. gosh*



then i masuk hypermarket JJ. and i direct to ... TA-DAA!
chocolates department. M&M, black forest, marshmallow--a must.
--RM40




oh hye body shop. dah lama x jumpa. LOL.
and so, i took Nature's Minerals Foundation + brush
RM 99 + RM 75--it worth it.



a hair brush + lipstick -- both body shop
RM 55 + RM 45



and and, for the 1st time from elianto
2 eyeshadow + brush = RM 46


and a few sweet potatoes for mama, with parking fees, there goes my money. flying without wings in a blink of an eye. =P ppl might be asking, WTH i was thinking? well, basically its a retail therapy and i haven't spend this much for myself, for quite a long time. those make up? trust me, i have a very sensitive skin (face area), and i've been using body shop for years. it's a must for my skin--face only. and, i started to apply make up (like seriously) since this year! =P

naaa, usually i only used my compact powder, a lil bit of blusher, and lip balm/lip gloss. then kalau rajin sikit baru eyeliner/mascara--during office hour ye. baiklah rakan2 aqilah baru mula belajar pakai make up pd umur 21 tahun ye! eyeshadow sgt tak reti pakai lg. sobbb. oklah dah start mengarot mcm nak masuk topik make up dah i kan! i dah penat sgt ni actually, so nak tidur dah. sweet dream ppl.

Jun 27, 2010

sugar && pepper kucing kesayangan!



good morning dearest ppl. i bgn sgt awal iaitu 610am. yerlah sbb i dah koma mati awal semlm kan, b4 11pm. i dah basuh baju, jemur baju, bg kucing mkn, buang yak2 2 ekor itu dr pasir. i dah minum susu, dan plg penting dah transfer pics dlm laptop ;P kejap lg i harus menyapu bilik & kemas mane yg kurang kemas sbb mama baru je maklumkan abah ngah, mama ngah mahu singgah sekejap. so pit stop mrka haruslah bilik sy yg cantik nih. haha.

well, i nak update boleh tahan bnyk benda. tp ni ha i nak kenalkan anak tersayang i yg baru, sugar & pepper. sumpah i syg dia org sgt2. ok. i taw mereka kucing tp mmg i guna 'dia org'. mereka jantan! berusia 3 bulan & 4 bulan baru. active nak mati! ini pun i snap pixca dia org dlm sangkar sbb terpaksa kurung sekejap time menyapu rumah! itu yg duduk diam muka pasrah mita dilepaskan. haha. ini 2 ekor budak kuat main, kuat makan ;)


dari kiri, pepper 4 months, kanan ni sugar 3 months.
tgk mereka pasrah sbb terkurung!


comel kan kan kan? siap i letak teddy lg teman dia org! ;P
tak de maknanya ddk diam camni,


alololo. owh ya, mereka mix kucing biasa + persian.
RM300 seekor wkt beli hari tu.


sugar i tidur mcm tuan dia! i tidur mata terbuka ;P


pepper ni sgt setia. sentiasa ikut ke mana kita pergi.
sweet dream comel!


hari tu mereka sakit, bwk pergi clinic, potong kuku & so on. dah sihat, tp sugar cpt luka sbb selalu langgar bnda sbb terlalu hyper. dah comot dia! aiyaaa. tp 2-2 dah makin kuat mkn n bila beyak mesti besar2. haha. ok i taw selekeh tp biarlah. lala~ tgk pepper je ada loceng sbb sugar pnya tercabut dah. see, gila hyper. oklah. story lg next time ya. till then.


p/s; lupa. mereka beyak dlm toilet, tp dlm pasir yg khas utk mereka =)
and yes, sugar still luka dkt hidung sbb active sgt. eh hyper.

thanks atika ;)


Jun 26, 2010

esok eh!






saya amat sgt jarang mungkir janji without any acceptable reason.
but, i'm deeply apologize sbb tak larat nak update blog malam ni. penat!
mengantuk! so esok sy akan update! betul tak tipu. sbb esok sy cuti.
semalam tdow 4am, 8am bgn pergi kerja, 8pm baru balik.
mata sy sgt berat. huhu. good nite & sweet dream ppl.



p/s; ni pun kira update bergambar lah kan! =P



Jun 25, 2010

i, sy, dan aku




assalamualaikum! thee. sy baru balik kerja about an hour ago. dan sy offday hari ahad nanti. maka sy cuma nk bgtahu sy akan update jgk blog esok! janji! update bergambar! haha. ye ye cik rainbow? sabar menanti tuan mu yg senget ini.

sy belum mkn dr tgh hari td. sbb sy tgh tunggu nabil yg on the way ambil sy. sy kempunan mahu mkn itu ayam goreng mc d. oh maybe chicken mc deluxe. eh entahlah, i suke 2 tuh. ice cream and fries wajib. hee.

ok sy tgh pakai baju kelawar lg, rambut pun basah lg. x pe sy sempoi je pakai kejap lg. hehe. oh ye. ape motif letak awan gedabak ni? cuma mahu jelaskan sy tiada kekeliruan identiti ya =P sy guna semua kata ganti diri ini depends on dgn siapa sy berkomunikasi.

sbb tu kadang sy menulis guna aku. kadang guna sy. dan tak lupa, i. jgn ingt sy gedik2 nak tukar2 atau jd org lain, sbb sy mmg guna 3-3 ni. bergantung pd org dan tempat. itu saje buat masa ni.

esok sy ke IJN, cover news ttg birthday IJN ke-15! wuhuu~ IJN itu institut jantung negara ye buat siapa2 yg kabur2 tuh. haha. =P good nite & have a great weekends friends.




Jun 22, 2010

i'm a fragile person, and sometimes, i'll burst out too.


it's Monday and things seems to be so wrong at the beginning of the day, or should i say at the beginning of the week? but, it ends up better. what if, u woke up in the morning, and the 1st thing u heard was a very bad news from a phone call from ur officemate? horrible wasn't it? well, that was mine, as for today.

it's complicated and let me try 2 make it easier - S called me, and told me a cameraman (D) call her. D told her, that i've got an assignments (news) to be cover. 730am was the call time (thats an hour b4 the function begin) and, since i was absent yesterday, i asked a friend of mine (O) to check out my schedule for today. (we need to check our assignment a day before) and it ends up with --no assignment.

and so, i do really have no idea about the assignment given. and i have to call O, i called S, as well as D, and our editor. yeah, i sound stupid when i told them that i really3 have no idea about the assignment. it's almost 8 o'clock an we're running out of time. i can't make it on time. 2 be honest, i'm freaking afraid. i'm afraid of not knowing bout the assignments, am scared of messing up with the cameraman (D) and things i afraid the most was to inform my editor... =( i'm sorry sir.

and the worst part is -- to be blame, to feel guilty, and sucks, idiot, frustrated with myself, and useless. i know things happened, shit happened, but this simple stuff did messing me out. i'm totally down and cry. a lot. alone. i guess i'm the worst employees u'll ever met. the thing is, i'm a practical student and ppl, will always take advantage of every silly stupid mistake u made. ;(


ok, enough with that. i don't even know if anyone could understand what am i trying to share. later that day, with a very last minute plan, i went to mid valley and finally i was able to smile for a while. thank you dear sherry & naiya. love D12 the most lah!


naiya's mum send us to LRT station.

breakfast. super cool aite? '-___-''

the very 1st moment when sherry shows up.

dull mid valley - around 12pm.

1st time - the spaghetti farm

the naughtiest among D12

sherry, stop eating like a child! ;P

cheesy or spicy?

trying to light up my day

wuhoo. 5 of us. eh, 3!

simple life quotes. -MPH

quotes notebook -MPH

quotes collections -MPH


yeah i know it's pathetic that i bought 3 items from MPH and it is all about life quotes. i guess u can imagine how much i need those positive energy right now.

not to forget, i had my very 1st 3D movies! yeay! toy story 3. toy story 3 was very nice. with those friendship, and life value. it's really meaningful. right movie to watch, just in time.

also bought revlon liquid eyeliner + cotton on dress. went back to naiya's around 7pm, and i sat in the car, cry again while talking to mr barney. wuwuwu~ thanks dear for those wise words & support ;)

i'm healing. i have to.



Jun 20, 2010

i taip ikut jari secara rawak



i bz. mmg boleh tahan bz sekarang ni. well, x semestinya bz dgn kerja. i bz dgn fmly jgk, dgn cinta & kwn2 jgk, dgn kucing jgk, shawls, mane yg sempat. dlm bz tu sempat jgk i on9. sempat jgk i curi mase pergi library dkt office. sempat jgk i update blog mcm sekarang.

sebenarnye. tak tahu nak tulis spesifiknya ape. tiba tiba blur time menaip ni. kosong je hati, jiwa n minda. kenapekah? entah. kadang hidup rasa seronok. kadang rase macam dull je. tp selalunya rase dull bila free sikit n mula termenung sambil cakap bosan. moral of the story- jgn ade mase free. boleh?

ok dah ingt. i bz camne pun, i boring ke ape. still i akan read up few blogs. even i tak update blog n macam tak tinggalkan kesan kemunculan di FB, still i akan bukak blog2 tuh. ade a big numbers of blog jgk. jd jgn ingt i diam, i x update pasal kalian ye! =P

ade yg tgh bz practical jgk, ade yg rindu siblings, ade yg pening dgn blackberry, x kurang jgk yg buat special post ttg fathers day & masa diluangkan dgn happynye (mentang2 cuti). yg kena sihir, yg hampir accident tu, hati2 ye dear. banyak lagi lah. yg tak termasuk dlm list 'dearest sunshine' tu pun ade i bace okay.

esok i kerja. so far x de assignments means that i kene standby. standby tu i x berapa gemar, sbb i sentiasa cuak kot2 kene keluar tiba2. sbb i x fully prepare. sobbb. i hanya budak yg sgt cetek ilmu pengetahuan dan pengalaman.

utk mr barney, u dah nak habis practical. gile seronok. i rase u 2 bulan mcm kejap je. tak aci lah u masuk lmbt dr i, tp u abis awal dr i. sobbb.. tak kira hujung bulan sementara u cuti seminggu i nak pergi jgk mandi sungai tau tau! =P and and, ILYSM. i sgt enjoy ke taiping tgk abg u bertunang ++ thank you sgt dkt family you!

semoga kekal ke akhirat kelak ;)
*pixca credit to cousin mr barney*


duit macam air dan i dah lame x rase kepuasan ber-shopping. haha. i ade la beli brg tp semua sikit2. dah lame i tak tersengih all the way dkt KLCC or mid valley sambil tgn penuh paper bags. tak pe tak pe. raye nak dkt. eceh. *dah besar ok qla x de ape kau nak sambut sgt pun.*

i ade beberapa buah novels yg sempat bace lg. beberapa botol perfume yg i rase mcm dah bosan. i cpt bosan dgn perfume, maka maximum 50ml je ok. itupun selalunye i pakai separuh je sbb tukar yg lain akibat bosan. buruk perangai.

entry ni sgt rojak, i sedar. and i x sabar tnggu abah pindah KL, x sabar tnggu kawan2 i dr oversea balik cuti esp Shafinaz & Shahli, x sabar tamatkan praktikal sbb tu tandanya x lame lg tamatlah diploma i. yeay!

by the way, td ptg teman mama beli buah, 1st time i dgn yakinnye drive merc. itupun reversed sbb mama park kereta ske hati tgh2 jalan, so i macam tibe2 muncul keberanian nak alihkan. kalau nak tahu side mirror die pelik sikit n susahkan i yg rabun jauh ni.

tp, kereta merc tu ringan rupenye *maaflah i jakun sbb tak pernah drive merc* dan i just a lil bit confused dgn hand break die sbb dkt kaki.

okay ppl, good nite!


explore happiness



a man who complains to his doctor that his wife, when angry, gets historical.
You mean hysterical,” the doctor says.
“No, historical,” the man says.
"She lists the history of every wrong thing I've ever done!"


getting old?
getting old we can deal with.
being old is the problem.


what do ppl fear most about death?
Fear?
"Well, for one thing, what happens next? where do we go? Is it what we imagined?"
That's big.
"Yes, but there's something else"
what else?
"being forgotten"





mitch albom
have a little faith




Jun 13, 2010

jadi apa nanti?





rancangan selepas tamat praktikal
- dr mula ambil diploma, mmg rancang nak terus sambung ijazah. but then. berfikir dua kali. mahu kerja dulu, timba pengalaman, kemudian baru sambung belajar.
- tp sekarang. berat kepada mahu sambung belajar. pada sy, umur 21 terlalu muda utk serius bekerja. kerja sambilan, itu lain.
- kalau blh, tamat praktikal kelak, mahu berehat dulu. few months, perhaps? while searching for the best place to further my study.


pemilihan masa depan semakin kurang jelas
- bila jd assistant producer, dan kini broadcast journalist, ada kawan tanya. mana lg enjoy? sy diam. tunduk. berfikir. dongak kembali, diam. tiada jawapan.
- bekerja tidak ikhlas? oh tidak! sy mungkin malas utk bersiap pergi kerja, tp bila tiba di pejabat, sy buat sedaya upaya walaupun bahasa berita sy sering dikritik. sy tahu, sy sedang belajar.
- ya, sy tak tahu mana lg passion sy. apa yg sy mahu dlm bidang ini. apa target sy. sudah tamat belajar aqilah syg, sepatutnya sudah ada 1 destinasi yg pasti! haih. kabur.


mana bakat? mana kemampuan? mana minat?
aduh. kosong lagi.



recent movies




simple yet funny.


1st - 3rd series are better.


simply the best.


so sweet.


my worst night mare since i was a kid.
sound effects -- play the biggest part.


not bad.




Jun 12, 2010

masa dengki dgn sy

ada sgt banyak benda sy nak membebel, tentang! tp masa sgt amat tidak mengizinkan. hurm. 12 june. lg 36 hari baru nak habis praktikal. oh itu adalah 1 masa yg sgt lama. bertuahnya sesiapa yg hanya 2 bulan praktikal. grrr~~~

sy nak ckp ttg ;
- kesakitan perempuan menempuhi PMS
- pemilihan masa depan semakin kurang jelas
- rancangan habis practical
- harus stop beli perfume
- 40% wang bulan june habis pd shawls & accessories
- wayang2 yg sudah ditonton
- 2 ekor kucing yg sakit mata - pepper & sugar
- perkahwinan mak sue la + pertunangan kak lin
- sehelai baju raya
- penambahan ilmu semasa

dan banyak lg sebenarnya... tp, itulah. malas nak transfer gmbr, jgnkan transfer, snap pun jarang. then bila ada masa free, seboleh2 nya nak tidur. dan rehat. dan jmpa yg tersyg. apa ingt masa yg tinggal 9mlm-9pg tu bnyk ke? sobbb. ;(

apa pun tak apalah, nnt akan cuba korbankan masa tidur sedikit utk blog. kesian kamu. shawls pun tidak se-aktif dulu. masa kerja tidak mengizinkan.

sebenarnya kurang sehat. sakit perut memulas-mulas. sehingga MC hari ini. ya sy kerja sabtu & ahad. tp, mahu jg update sebentar. oklah, rehat dulu. take care!




Jun 6, 2010

tamat kerja


hari ni ke masjid negara lg. cover news penutupan kem ibadah kanak-kanak.
wuu wuu, suka sy temu ramah mereka. comel2 wlpun nakal nak mati.

sy siap kerja 5pm. then pusing sana sini tlg kwn2 mana yg mampu.
dlm hati melonjak mahu pulang ke rumah. ayahanda ada di rumah. baru sampai.

jam di HP pukul 8mlm. terus berangkat pulang a.s.a.p. keadaan mengizinkan.
lalu di terjah bilik mama & abah. cium tgn mereka. rindu sungguh!

makan malam. duduk berborak, perhati sugar *anak kucing* makan. mandi.
esok harus bangun lebih awal. cover news seawal 8pagi. insya allah semua ok ;)





seminggu sudah menjadi wartawan. masih takut-takut. masih tidak tahu.
tp, sudah seminggu. tick tock, cepatlah masa berlalu! =)



Jun 3, 2010

semalam, hari ni, esok.


semalam. di tingkat 12, BERNAMA.
tepat 1045am, sy mendapat assignment pertama. function pukul 11am
cameraman pertama sy, abg Is. org pertama sy interview - En Tuah Atan.
seorg OKU yg pd sy sgt istimewa. membuka mata sy utk bersyukur.
cacat kedua-dua kaki & tgn kiri, bkn alasan utk menjd peguam sivil & syariah.
1st story, terus masuk tv. ahah... i thought stroy tu kene reject '-__-''
thanks kwn2 MIIM di bernama, AE, abg is, producers & semua.


hari ini. ISTANA NEGARA.
lebih kurang 1130am, sy mendapat assignment outdoor pertama. function pukul 2pm.
cameraman outdoor pertama sy, abg Fitri. Alhamdulilah. takut tak terkata + rasa bertuah.
1st assignment, terus dpt masuk istana negara. senang ke dpt? =P
dpt tgk 31 biji kek seberat 10KG - 138KG. dpt jmpa YDP & isteri depan-depan beb.
dan dpt buat 2 lg news dr Penang. Crime. dpt kawan baru~ makan...
thanks utk abg fitri, kak farhana (wires), semua AE, senior2. kak su, kak nurul, & rakan2 seperjuangan ;)


esok. MASJID NEGARA -- 2nd assignment outdoor.
cameraman abg fitri jgk. and, cover news perhimpunan gaza, 2PM. hukkk~
bendeee la nak story ni. penonton? ape anda mahu? =P


smua NEGARA je ni... istana negara, masjid negara, pasni? perpustakaan negara? =P