Apr 23, 2010

tolonglah nak 2 kereta ni jeeee


ehem. ehem. presenting 1 of my biggest dream ever. i've got a few of fav cars. but this is my...




NO 1
cayenne, porsche

u don't know how much i adore, admire, and obsess with it.
i will screammm and stick to my car's window everytime this car came across me.





no 2 hero.
BMW 6 series. very rare in Malaysia.



someday. maybe =)



Apr 20, 2010

first offday


kanak - kanak. letih bekerja, dan letih belajar adalah sgt berbeza. kerja best, belajar pun best, tp lebih enjoy wkt belajar. kerja, boleh kata hampir tak de life. kau balik, kau mandi, makan, kau tidur. esok kau bgn kau kerja. maka, belajar betul-betul!

sempena dgn offday pertama sy, setelah seminggu bekerja 7 hari seminggu, 10-12 jam sehari, maka, pd isnin dan selasa 19th & 20th sy diberikan cuti. tp, sy terasa lama pula bila cuti 2 hari. patut kasi selang sehari je. huhu. cuti itu dimanfaatkan dgn, boleh tahan baiknye.

20th april 2010 - selasa


jual tudung di rumah afiqah, taman permata. thanks dear.
dan seterusnya ke JJ beli brg pesanan mama.


19th april 2010 - isnin

sy kata dkt barney, "u... duit i habis dah" barney ckp, "taw" sy pelik,"mane u taw?" barney pnye jwpn mmg best -- "sbb hari ni u cuti"

''-_________-


bgn pagi, ke maybank! woo. semangat. buat account maybank.

then. ke JJ. 16 minit je. sy habis few hundred.

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ta-raa. inilah dia.
1 - biore pore pack. al maklumlah kulit terlebih blackhead / whitehead.
2 - kertas minyak clean & clear =P
- combination skin. so, mmg cpt oily. certain part, kering.
3,4,5, - lipstick, lip pallet, mascara (estee lauder)
6 - liquid mascara (revlon)


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PETANG

mama tibe2 kasi handbag ni. mama keluar dgn auntie.
woo. red. i like. thank u mama.


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MALAM

mama ajak ke carre4. utk tgk hp, so sy mmg target 1 hp cikai shja. sy ade 3 hp kan, 2 tu mmg totally damged dah. so, mcm 1 je slalu gune. lg 2 tu cpt on off sendiri. tgh duk tgk 1 hp yg biase2 je, (ye la 2nd hp buat pe nak gempak2, asal blh gune sudah) sekali mama ckp, "ambiklah 2 terus". sy cam, ok... then. tgh pilih2, mama ckp lg, "ambikla yg elok skit terus" woo~ tp sy mmg nak yg betul2 basic. i don't need any 3g anymore, or anything too superb. and yg dlm lingkungan 200-300 je.

mama offer express music yg touch skrin tu. mmg minat jgk, tp cam, pk2 sy x blh ambik touch skrin. sbb sy ganas, hp selalu jatuh, clumsy. maka. x bolehlah kan, touch skrin nnt pape jd dkt skrin die mati sy. then... mama pun ske E63. sy pun belek2, not bad. x de 3g, just 1 way 3g. and, i don't know, sy sukeee sbb nmpk kemas. sy tak tgk pun ade ape dgn hp tuh. sy tak tgk pun application die ke ape. yup~ huhu. maka. ambiklah E63.

then. 1 lg hp, sy mmg nak sgt flip kan~ harap2 tahanlah sbb flip kan sensitive jgk! so sy ambiklah nokia 2720. simple, basic shje. no memory card, tp ade camera & true tone jgk. cam, ok. mmg nak yg cam gtu je pun. so, belilah 2 hp~! thee. thank u amat sgt mama & abah. tak plan pun nak hp baru dlm masa terlalu dkt ni. mmg ade ckp 2 hp tu x ok, tp, cam, cptnye. n x expect jgk utk ambik hp se-best 2 nih. =))

and, auntie kasi 1 gelang yg dibuat oleh mama. camne nak ckp, auntie skrng business jual2 gelang, yg batu2 germ2 tuh. then sy pilih batu, mama design, so hasil buah tgn mama + auntie. thank u ye! pagi td terus qla pakai. hee.

nokia 2720 flip - no celcom (fmly)1
nokia E63 - maxis 012*****54

dan 1 lg no maxis 012*****12 tuh, sy gune hp lame sy nokia 6120 classic tu =)







Apr 15, 2010

latest update of this week & last week.


7th april 2010, wed- pergi UPSI, tanjung malim. teman mama ambil slip exam. dgn kma + kak sally. sy puasa. ngeh3... then, time otw tu, dpt phone call dr BERNAMA, dpt practical dkt ctu. senanglah hati sy. sbb risaw x dpt tmpt dkt mane2..

and, ble semua settle, mereka mkn laksa. sy puasa. and sy taw laksa tu sedap. hua3...



11th april 2010, sunday - sepang. mama ade kursus, abah ajak ikut sbb dkt area bagan lalan, ke bagan lalang tah, ade pantai. abah taw sy ske pantai. time dkt ctu, sy jakun jap nmpk ikan duk lompat2. rupenye ikan tembakul. mcm cerita batu belah batu bertangkup tuh...

luka kaki sy duk main air dkt batu2 tuh.



MALAM.

celebrate belated bday ayie. mkn steamboat di ampang.

bayar time masuk, ikot kepale. then mkn sampai puas.
tp, kalau kte x abis, kene denda! 100g = rm10.
jd, jgn membazir! semua ade, including dessert.

this is mine.


12th april 2010, monday - bermulalah hari pertama practical. sy practical di BERNAMA. dan 1st day, sy & leon ikut senior keluar, dan tgk beliau cover berita sukan. hari tu, sepak takraw. pheww~ pemain sepak takraw negara tnggi2 ok. blh main basketball dah '-___-

working hours - 9am til 8pm


13th, 14th APril 2010, tuesday & wed- sy pindah ke malay desk. as AP - assistant producer. sy kene edit berita wartawan lain, edit berita dr luar negara, utk tgk dr perspektif org melayu, and translate jgk dr BI ke BM, sy masuk konti utk berita live pukul 12pm, 1pm, 3pm, 8pm, 1130pm. buat mase ni sampai 8pm je. sy belajar mcm mane buat name dkt berita - supering. mcm kalau PM berucap dlm berita, kan ade kuar name die kan? haaa. sy belajar camne nak buat bnde tuh.

ermmm... bnyk gileee bnde sy blaja. buat ending credit - yg ble abis berita or cerita, kuar name pengarah pe sume tuh. then sy kenal dgn make up artist, tgk pembaca berita lalu lalang pun x de rase ape, sbb 1 office. ngeh3... tp, seriously baru 3 hari tp bnyk gle bnde sy blaja. n sy sumpah pelik camne kuar isu dkt paper ckp budak practical just tukang buat kopi? oh dang, dtg cnilah. keje kami non stop! leteyh, nervous, takot, tp enjoy!!! =)) sbb sy minat.

13th april 2010 - 9am, abis around 7++ pm
14th april 2010 - 9am, abis around 7pm.

sbb terlalu rndu dkt barney, sbb dah mcm lame x jmpe, n dah jrng nak contact2 sbb sy x tgk hp sgt ble keje, 13th april hari tu, abise je keje, for the 1st time, sy drive sendiri dr BERNAMA ke cheras perdana area balakong tuh. skali, dah nak sampai!!! kereta sy mati tgh jln. tnggu la barney dtg. skali die start, ok. mengong ja! 1st time la die tgk sy pakai spek *sy rabun x seda diri pakai ble drive mlm je* then da tetdow2 time jmpe die. huaaa. mama & ayah, aqilah x malu an. leteyh ok! bgn, gi makan, balikkk. drive sdiri. barney risau tgk sy da lemau, tp sy ckp x pe sy blh drive, then rupe2 nye die follow sy dr blakang naik moto. x perasn. thank u syg =)))

dan semlm, ketua department sy baru ade. die da susun schedule sy T_______T . this week. ye this week tuan dan puan, sy TIADA cuti. sy kerja isnin - ahad. terima kasih. huaaaaaaaaaaa.

dan, sy dah dpt shift baru.
pagi - 11am til 8pm
ptg - 4pm til 12am

dan utk APRIL 2010 ni... sy hanya ada 4 hari OFFDAY
iaitu pada - 19, 20, 24, 28 APRIL 2010

itu saje timing sy free. sbb tu sy jarang on9, jarang update blog ke ape sume dah. mostly, sy balik rumah, sy mandi, makan, tidur. zzz. leteyh wooo! hari ni sy masuk kul 11am. jd sy memaksa diri update blog. sbb nnt lupe sume bnde.

owh ye owh ye. since practical, sy dah belajar pakai make up. wahaha. tgk me-reti-kan diri. pakai biase2 saje. tahun 2010 ni baru start pakai blusher~ haha. =P

baiklah. sampai jmpe lg. insya allah~




Apr 7, 2010

nak tu, nak ni! hina ke gemuk?


morning everybody. so, how did u start ur day? well.. mine was, ok. and. ta-daa. cuci mate! mcm blh kasi title double C lg - coach & crocs =P hurm. umur 21 nih baru terase coach pnye handbag cam lawa. tp price die pun mmg super lawa la kan. semua tak mcm nak cecah 1k plak. grrr~ blh beli 2-3 handbag guess. owh terima kasih lah! tp... mmg lately design die funky2 n x mcm org tua sgt. so, ni slh 2 (cheyyy. bkn slh 1 da =P) yg sy ske. hurmmm... tp, tbe2 diri sdiri rase, akan dpt memiliki menatang ni in 2 years. ok. 2012, again. we'll see.



and yesterday, as i went to ili athirah's place (melawati ex-classmate) at wngsa maju, kami duk tgk2 crocs.com & i fell in love with 2 crocs! lily types. i don't have any red shoe yet, and i love the combination of black & plum color. woo. abah da approve beli yg black & plum tu. yeay! XD the last time i shopped was... erm. january. haha. lame la sgt~ ok ok. shopping kasut, last sekali january lah! and for this 8 upcoming months of 2010, no more perfumes & no more ... erm... no more handbag! *kot* thee. ok fine, no more shoes also except these 2 crocs!


and, i didn't buy any jeans yet for this year. and i've lost my polo watch somewhere around about a month ago. abah dtg esok, mesti die tnye mane jam sbb lame da tak pakai. T___T i was aiming for ipod touch, a very long time agooo, & still i didn't manage to get it. owh well, some of my friends told me to buy iphone instead of ipod touch, but, naaaa. i don't think so. i'm not attracted to any of blackberry / iphone. not at all.

my phones. the eldest is 8 years old, the 2nd is 6 years old & the youngest one is 3 years old. haha. ala, adat la hp dah berpuluh kali jatuh, kadang3 mereng jgklah. kejap de line, kejap off sdiri, grrr~ semua nokia ye. and semua standard phone, i mean bkn slide / flip. abah ckp sy terlampau ganas utk pakai 2 jenis tuh. see. nmpk je lembut, tp ganas. n kasar. oh dang~ teruk sngguh rase. sony ericsson, sy ske sound system hp2 kamu! huhu.

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and, sy dah turun beberapa kg. dlm dah 2-3weeks diet ni, ye, sy disiplin yg amat. still ade org kate sy gemuk. tu salah 1 sbb sy nangis x ingt dunia mlm semlm. thank u so much utk mama & barney sbb tenangkan sy, even nangis makin lebat ble dgr suara mereka. sy bukan nangis selak sbb sy x kurus or sbb org kate sy gemuk lg. tp sy penatlah. penat sbb 21 thn dah hidup, sy kurus camne n gemuk blk ke turun blk ke, org tak berhenti ckp sy gemuk. penat sgt. penat sgt dah dgr. mmg la buat bodow, ade time explode jgk kan?

sbb tu sy selalu ckp, sy fhm sgt org2 dlm biggest loser, sy fhm perasaan org yg rendah diri, sy fhm org yg selalu kene ejek, sy fhm amat sgt. sbb tu sy kalau blh, kwn je dgn semua org. tak payah nak pilih2 rupa ok. pilih hati saje. wkt kecik, sekolah rendah, sy mmg bulat, so, 6thn d sekolah rendah, dah biase dgr. sekolah menengah. pon same. ade je org ckp, just lain skit dr skola rendah sbb ade org ckp dah kurus jgk. ni dah nak abis diploma pun, dgr bnda yg same. fhm tak muslimin n muslimat, kate2 tu doa? so plz. stop it.

hurm. tak pelah. bak kate mama "bkn die org suap kte nasik pon" and bak kate barney, "u gemuk ke, kurus ke, i syg u" baiklah insan2 tersyg. sy mmg dah biase dgr semua tu, just, kdg sy tewas jgk. just, ingtlah eh, what goes around comes around, jd, jagelah mulut. sbb, Tuhan bayar cash skrng. tgklah esok lusa, awk2 kawin ke, awk2 jd gemuk terus, tak pun bini2 awk yg cun2 dlu, jd gemuk, and awk yg handsome2 dlu, jd gemuk, then anak2 awk semua gemuk, baru awk taw kan perasaan tu.

and and. jgn lah nak ingt semua org yg gemuk tu mkn bnyk. sesungguhnya tak semua mkn bnyk. sy taw sbb sy tgk sdiri ramai org d sekeliling sy yg gemuk ke, mkn mcm mane. mereka lg jage mkn ok. org2 yg mcm tiang lampu tu la sy tgk kdg mkn sampai 3 burger, 2 pinggan nasi terus. jd jgnlah memandai2 ckp dkt die org "sape suruh ko mkn bnyk. kan da gemuk" like hello, kenal dlu die org, n kalau de something wrong dgn diet & daily routine die org, tegur btol2, if hati murni nak bantu die org. taw2?

one more thing.
ppl with big size,
they also have a big heart.
=))))

oklah. da pnjng lebar. wahaha. erm. baiklah, itu saje. bnyk lg, tp nnt jg cerpen. haha. oklah, itu saje. wsalam. have a nice day ppl. =D




Apr 6, 2010

4 u i will






"Breakaway" - kelly clarkson

Grew up in a small town. And when the rain would fall down. I'd just stare out my window
Dreaming of what could be. And if I'd end up happy. I would pray (I would pray)

Trying hard to reach out. But when I tried to speak out. Felt like no one could hear me
Wanted to belong here. But something felt so wrong here
So I prayed I could break away

I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly. I'll do what it takes til' I touch the sky
And I'll make a wish. Take a chance. Make a change. And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun. But I won't forget all the ones that I love
I'll take a risk. Take a chance. Make a change. And breakaway

Wanna feel the warm breeze. Sleep under a palm tree
Feel the rush of the ocean. Get onboard a fast train
Travel on a jet plane, far away (I will)
And breakaway

Buildings with a hundred floors. Swinging around revolving doors
Maybe I don't know where they'll take me but
Gotta keep moving on, moving on. Fly away, breakaway


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hidup ni mmg mcm ni kan...
kejap kte ketawa happy =)) , kejap lg kte menangis sdeyh plak... ;((

3:54pm





Apr 2, 2010

just don't give up - 2nd april 2010


woo woot. assalamualaikum wbt. banyak sgt sy pk dlm otak sy. nak tulis dlm blog, tp, tak tertulis. hari ni, nak tulis, semua benda, sbb, bg org lain, maybe bnde ni boring, tp ni life sy lah! ahah. life sy biase2 saje, x segempak org lain pnye life, biarlah, sy selesa jd org biase wlpun kdg2 jeles dgn kelebihan org lain. at least, itu pembakar semangat sy, bkn nya isi utk sy mengata org. ;P sy nak tgk, pd 2 april 2010, apa rancangan sy. dan kte tgk balik nnt, 2 april 2012. mcm mana plak dgn pemikiran dan rancangan - rancangan sy ni? ;)




thoughts in my head

- untungnya jd org2 yg extremely cantik (extremely sbb yg cantik yg biase2 tu amat ramai. seriously, sy rase ramai gle org cantik di mlysia, n dunia ni). sy tgk. ramainyeee nak kwn dgn die. erm, org mesti nak taw lebeyh ttg die, and, mcm2 org akan buatlah utk kenal dgn die. mcm kaki bodek pun ade. hoho.

BUT

serabotnye die friend request berapa bnyk tah tiap2 hari. serabotnye die dkt social networking, ade je org ciplak gmbr die, & jd diri die, n penatnye jgk die, nak melayan strangers2. and tak lupa, ramai yg jeles sbb die extremely cantik. aiyooo. nak privacy pun cam ssh. kalah artis. pheww~ what a life.

- haha. ni very cliche ye~ "napelah aku tak kurus2" HAHAHAHA. well. lol ppl. u're so welcome to do so. ;P dgn tnggi 163/164cm ni, dgn berat xnak kalah, whoaaa. tp kan, majority org2 yg same berat dgn sy, mesti lg besawww dr sy. cam pelik jgk. berat tulang ke daku? oh no no no. mmg rangka besar, tp still i consider that as berat lemak ;P pernah taw sy terpk. sesuatu tu terjd dgn izin tuhan kan? nape sy x diizinkan utk kurus lg eh? hurmmm. let see. taw x, berat badan sy cpt gile naik n lmbt gle turun? well. give me 1 day. 1 day only, i can put on weight - 2kg. owh dang~

owh. sy terpk. maybe la, tuhan x izinkan sy kurus sebab...
1 - budget je nak kurus, tp x berusaha HABIS - HABISAN bersungguh - sungguh lg. nafsu makan x kawal. **slap myself** nafsu shopping sy lg blh dikawal dr nafsu makan ye!
2 - tuhan nak sy taw, bkn senang nak senang, bkn ssh nak ssh.
3 - agak2 la dlu kan sy playgirl kan, kalau la sy still kurus, maybe lg lupe diri kot? hurm.
4 - silap2 sy x jd diri sy hari ni. jd pompuan yg liar nak mampos x ingt mama abah. owh no.
5 - mungkin jgk, sy bnyk mendtgkan fitnah, or lg ramai org dengki? fuhhh.
6 - mane taw, nnt tibe2 sakit ke, kurus kering jd tulang trus. T_____T

x pelah. tahun ni 2010. bnyk bnde sy nak kejar. ok, turunkan berat bdan dgn mengamalkan pemakanan seimbang, tanpa bantuan ape2 pil atau cream adalah salah satu target 2010 yg baru bermula april 2010! yeay! haha.

barney tnye, nape nak kurus? sy ckp. hurmmm...
1 - badan cpt sgt naik. nnt mati sume baju xleh pakai.
2 - nak pakai blk bju2 lame. waaaa. ade bju mmg taleyh pakai da. waaa.
3 - sy rindu nak pakai levi's yg size 28 je. ;P ye pnggang sy lebeyh 28 ye skrng. huhu.
4 - sbb nak buktikan dkt semua. sy blh ape.
5 - the most important nape? - bukti dkt diri sendiri, nothing impossible.

barney ckp tayah kurus2 da, da ok, tp sbb sy yg selalu tarik muncung ble ckp bju itu ini da ketat, die pun support. tp die slalu kesian dkt sy! so ble kuar dgn die, mcm2 sy mkn. haha. hantu pnye budak. sylah hantu! die barney! ;)) and so, semlm time berbuka puasa, kami mkn sambil sy suruh die tegas dgn sy. ade 5 syarat sy ttpkan pd diri sdiri. 5 bnde yg hanye blh disentuh semula selepas turun another 5kg(s) **insya allah turun** thee.

1 - no carbonated drinks. no big deal sgt, sbb mmg jrng minum. just kdg minum ble d mcd/kfc/cinema. and fyi, sy hnye minum coke/100plus/revive. air gas yg warna - warni tu mmg x minum ye!
2 - no donuts. all types of donuts - big apple/dunkin/donut2 tepi jln. ;P
3 - no secret recipe except on 26th april (bday barney) & 29th april (bday abah)
4 - western food & nasi2 dkt luar.
5 - mc d & all sort of ice cream. whoaaaaaaaa.

- muka sy makin ok. alhamdulilah amat sgt. i mean, to compare dgn zaman sekolah & lepas sekolah. sy pernah lah guna 1 product cleanser set yg amat faymes d mlysia, n dunia. well, i thought it would b better, tp skali muke sy pnye jerawat batu yg besar glee. oh god. tataw nak ckp. nasib baik da ok skrng. beruntunglah sape2 yg dpt kulit muka licin mulus tak sensitive tu ye! 1 kelebihan tu buat korang. owh, bestnye sy tgk de kwn yg jenis tayah cuci muke, or gune sabun mandi je basuh muke, or yg gune clean & clear pun ok. huhu.

so, tak pelah. buat mase ni sy kekalkan je dlu dgn body shop & st.ives apricot tu sbgai sampingan. since skrng sy gune beras perang je cuci muke. ye serbuk beras perang. body shop tu utk toner n moisturiser, st.ives apricot utk scrub, tu pun kalo rajin ;P so, marilah kwn2 back to nature yok! pakai serbuk beras perang saje, campur dgn air skit. alhamdulilah ok ;))

and owh ye. sy jgk, since 2010 ni, sy akan minum pati original 100% buah delima, pati buah kurma, dan pati madu & cuka epal. sejak dr itulah, sy baru belajar mkn buah kurma, kalau nak taw. hurm. selama 21 tahun hidup, 20 tahun sy x mkn kurma ye. tahun ke 21 ni dpt gelaran baru dr fmly - HK (hantu kurma). and act, semua ni jgk yg jdkan kulit sy makin ok, and and, rambut makin sehat n so on. seriously ppl, back to nature! owh ye. diiringi, selawat & al-fatihah dlm sume2 pati2 buah tuh. ;)

- hari tu. dlm bnyk2 doa sy di dpn kaabah, salah 1nye, sy minta sy kaya raya. oit. sabaq! kaya raya dgn budi - bahasa, kaya raya dgn pahala, kaya raya dgn harta dunia tp tak lupa mama abah, dan selalu bantu org lain yg dlm ssh. hurm. entahlah. sy ni cpt kesian dkt org. perangai cpt kesian nih, mama n nora je kot yg taw. tu pun sbb mereka nmpk dpn mate sdiri. so, itulah, harapnye sy berjaya kaya raya dari sume segi! insya allah.

semlm sy cube tdow. tp taleh. sbb tibe2 otak baru terbuka utk cari duit lebih. sbb tgk ramai betul org pandai buat duit skrng nih. and tah, tibe2 rase nak try plak. tgklah camne an. serius nih nak cari duit lebeyh jgk! huhu. hope so, things will go smooth as i planned. insya allah.

- praktikal. ni satu halnye lg. 12 april da start weyh! camne nih. hukk. tmpt x dpt lg. oh dang~ harap2 nye sume ok lah. sedang follow up call & pk alternatif lain jgk nih. and so, nnt tgk jgklah camne haluan hidup pas practical.

1- tanam anggur few months. duk umah, tp sy tammo goyang kaki! sy akan cari duit! huhu.
2- or maybe keje trus few months.
3- mase yg seswai, sy mesti maw sambung degree!

ade org kate sy blaja x tnggi mane an. fine fine. meh cni kte tgk sape berjaye dlu. sape lg up nnt. x pe, ade la rezeki sy yg Allah da ttpkan. hurm. hope so. kawan2 lame, skola lain, esp budak MRSM lain maybe lg berjaya dr ku dlu, tp xpe. i will. i am. gonna b somebody.




oklah. ni reminder utk diri sdiri je. pnjng lebar lak. itu saje. nak g JJ wngsa maju plak ni. tman mama. huhu. till then ppl, and good luck aqilah! ;D