Mar 31, 2010

double c




and this is for you,





u know, u gonna feel so bad when u can't make someone u love feel better when they're in a stressful situation.

still, u let him/her do whatever he/she wants to as long as they're happy, even they're doing the bad thing(s).

u might did ur mistake and, u've got ur weakness(es) as well, and so, u try to accept them the way they are.

but still it hurts so bad, when u did try ur very best to calm them down, but, to know u're failed to do so.

still, u're hoping he/she is gonna be all right, stay strong, and praying that god will guide them.

even when u're crying. still. u're hoping there's a hope on their face.

so that, at the end of d day, they gonna smile.

and that smile, gonna b ur smile as well.

cuz. deep inside ur heart. u know.

u're happy. if they're happy.





ily imy iny :)
always do.





Mar 30, 2010

cempedak jadi nangka


yer kot. cempedak jd nangka. ayat yg hebat jgk kot. well. hari ni sy nak ckp ttg salah seorg cinta monyet. ngeh3. ye. monyet ye sbb time tu baru darjah 4 - 5. utk pengetahuan, sy pernah bersekolah d st.mary kuching when i was in standard 3 - 5. and, there he came. one of my neighbor. anak kpd auntie lin + uncle nazli.

adelah seorg mamat ni. anak sulung. ade 4 org adek. he's 2 years older. oklah. name die F. F ni pnye la gatal, miang time dlu. ske kaco sy! wawawa. kte org slalu main galah pnjng, badminton, and kejar2 time dlu. die kurus kering. x handsome. hoho. time dulu lah! then. lost contact since sy pindah - randah.

form 2. sy d smk tmn melawati. die masuk smk tmn melawati jgk. sy form 2, die form 4. tu last kami jmpe. time sy form 5 d mrsm KL, sy nmpk die dlm majalah remaja!!! OMG i was speechless. badan die x kurus kering dah, die makin handsome. haha. sherry, naiya, finaz, keyna, if only u guys still remember that moment i bought that Remaja, and show him to u guys. and, form 5 last kami main SMS.

itu pun lepas mama n abah melawat sy d hostel, abah call parents die, n parents die kasi sy no tel F. ade la last few years, sy ke KLCC. terjmpe adek die, A. A dating ngan gf. time tu kami exchange phone no, & add d fb. so skrng ni, sy selalu contact dgn A jelah, selaku adek F. owh ye, skrng ni A tu 22, F tu 23. and d FB si adek die, A nilah sy jmpe FB si abg ni semula, F.

meh sy tnjuk muke si F. mesti ade yg mcm kenal. F mule2 jd artis, tp x ramai org kenal. certain film n drama, sampingan. and die jd host utk mcm2 aznil. die jgk jd model hero remaja. model remaja. jd model celcom ape tah. and jgk, die skrng sy terkejut tgk ble naik flight. die dalam majalah air asia. and and. ye, die skrng pramugara air asia. tp yg pelik, x pernah plak terserempak d airport / plane.




this is F. dlm majalah remaja.

time die shooting.

oh god. die pramugara? '-___-

in the air asia magazine!
i knew it was him!

haih. lainnye ko! nape dr dlu x camnih. haha.
and there's a thing i'm jealous about.
die da travel bnyk tmpt oversea!!! whoaaa.

die jmpe awek da pun. pramugari jgk.
dr indonesia.

in 2009, by the age of 22, he's married. T___T

aw aw. ade anak da pun! waaaaaa.

owh ye. ni la adek die, A
he's 22 and single. kalo rajin cari dlm FB sy.
hahahahahah... mesti ramai yg nak an ;PP




well. what a small world. org yg penah sy gaduh2 wkt kecik dlu, dah kawin n ade anak pom! owhhh.. indahnye dunia yg kecik ni. haha. saje je bgtaw. cam x sngka pon die jd ape yg die jd skrng. ngeh3. oh, kuase tuhan. ;)))

p/s; barney. jgn jeles taw. saje ske2. i love u more lah!


Mar 29, 2010

things that happened since i came home

alhamdulilah, semua still dlm kawalan hidup. ye ke? ye kot. even kdg rase cam x kemane je hidup daku dgn perangai yg pelbagai. btw. hari ni bgn around 5am, tp a lil bit dizzy. and tdow blk, bgn buat kerja2 umah, still kepala mcm pusink2. owh apekah? selalunya sakit kepala je. bkn pusing2 cm gini. hurm. hopefully everything will be just fine. well, there's a good news as for my fmly. but b4 that, here is...


thanks hawa for this award ;)


mama ngah + abah ngah.
dpt gelaran datuk / datin kurnia dr Sultan Phg. ;) alhamdulilah.
abah ngah xnak, tp mama ngah ckp, kalau org kasi free, ambik je la.
tahnye. lgpun mmg mereka layak dpt. bnyk sumbangan dkt phg tuh.
happy for them!

and i bought this book last week. still reading it.

and, after a month w/out watching any movie -

this is, as for me, just an ok-ok movie.

and this is such adorable, and cute. ;)


owh yar. i'm not a celcom broadband customer anymore. and not even close to streamyx. i'm using maxis broadband aite now. not that superrr fast connection as i expected, but so far so good. better than before. and, currently i'm an active ym / skype user. not the type who always appears as an available person, but at least, i've got both ym & skype in my lappy now! hooray! thanks to mr.barney. my hair is getting longer than the last few weeks, and i'm missing my so-called-rapunzel hair. owh yar, i've got this too - http://www.formspring.me/aqilahamin

well... i guess that's all for now. take care ppl.

p/s; it's my 333 post. i love 3. ;)


Mar 28, 2010

melawat unta - mekah part 2


sy perasan jgk, perbezaan mekah n madinah. mekah teramat la bsing dgn bunyi hon kecuali wkt solat 5 wkt. sunyi sepi. i like! mereka x ikot taw traffic light. absolutely main langgar je. so, hon kereta tu 24hours non stop sbb hon tu mcm sign die org la, utk keep on moving dlm traffic tuh. and so... berjalanlah lg kami di kwsn mekah. pergilah pula melawat ladang unta, salah 1 trademark utama negara arab. oh dear, besarnyeeee unta dkt cni. sehat2 belaka. besar mcm kuda dkt istana tuh. pelik kan unta nih blh sehat walafiat even though kwsn die kering je. rumput pun ssh nak cari. ajaib an. let's go with da flow ;)

comelnye anak beranak nih!

perasan tak unta tu senyum? ngeh3...
lidah unta sgt besar ok! sampai sy lari wkt die sendawa.
lidah die terkeluar, ingtkan die nak muntah T__T

and so, kami ke jabbal rahmah.
tmpt pertemuan semula adam dan hawa.

dkt sini. bnyk unta berhias.

tgklah mcm mane skenye mama & kak lin naik unta berhias ni.

cik pun nak jgk. tgklah siap buat 'peace' lg. hehe. nenek rock!

oh colorful. rainbow rainbow!

jabbal rahmah. berebut org naik atas tu. esp nak berdoa ttg jodoh~

mkn ice cream kon panas2. mmg nikmat. tp, leh tahan mahal.
1 kon = RM2. but, bkn slalu an. hee.

masjid ni dbuka once a year je. time musim haji.

ok. mari kte tgk lg interior masjidil haram. cantik amat!

salah 1 chandelier yg ade. tgk atas tu. penuh ukiran.

kak lin sempat buat peace. ;P

oh. mcm nilah deret2 kedai d mekah.
cni je murah skit. kedai2 lain lg mahal.

oh. coklat ni dlu fav sy wkt drjh 3. tp dkt mlysia. cam da jrng jmpe.
ha. beli 2 dozen. tp kan. abis dah 1-2 hari pas sampai mlysia ;P

kaabah. around 8am. time ni jap je lenggang.
nmpk tgh2 ni ade byk tong air? tu la tong air zam2.

cantik kan?

white is amazing. ukiran die. indah.

lampu pattern lain. nice one.

sy ske. sgt.

salah 1 sudut dr luar.

salah satu pintu utama.

masjidil haram dikelilingi hotel2 mewah.

abah selepas bercukur. dlm ihram. di burger king ;)

burger king! lg mahal dr dkt mlysia.

muka ceria maw pulang. cni best. tp tentulah jgk,
kami rndu mlysia ;)





Mar 27, 2010

kaabah. buat sy tergamam. - mekah part 1



dr madinah, kami naik bas ke mekah. almost 4-5 hours. sampai mekah, sy excited sgt. wondering, d mane terletaknye kaabah nan satu itu. otw, pun bnyk bgunan bersejarah. tp sy yg x teringt. bas pun bergerak laju kan, main snap mane yg sempat je. taw x, mule nye sy ragu2 nak bwk cybershot nih, sunglass n sume yg mahal2, sbb tkot mulut tercabul, abis hilang sume. tp, sy tawakal n bnyk kali suruh diri ni bersabar, n doa bnyk2 dkt tuhan, spya sumenye ok. alhamdulilah tak de 1 brg sy pun yg hilang. huhu. ;D


masjid tanaim. tanaim - solat sunat ihram & niat umrah.
tau kan utk tiap kali buat umrah, kene ade mcm 'checkpoint' la.
x blh main niat ske hati. huhu. cam ade jarak tertentu.

ini. salah satu ape name tu... aaaa. sempadan! haaa.
sempadan tanah haram n tanah halal. bnyk jenis lg. n bnyk tmpt~

tgh traffic jam, tgh2 bandar tuh, PAP! mata sy x berkelip.
masjidil haram! besar n sgt indah. i mean cam, tataw nak ckp.
tgh sesak, berdebu, bising, tibe2 ade masjidil haram tgh2 bandar tu.
cam, woo. rase nak nangis nmpk! hoho. over excited.

then check in hotel pe sume, owh, coke!

pringles. haha.


then. kami ke masjidil haram utk umrah pertama. time tu, sy tak bwk camera.
skali tgk ramai je slumber badak snap pixca gune hp n cam dkt dlm tuh. tp, rupenye x blh.
kene pandai2 snap ble polis2 die x de. next umrah, sy bwk camera!

owh ye. pahala beribadat di masjidil haram - 100 000 kali ganda. taw kan, solat d masjid2 sgt selesa.
sbb fully air cond n kipas. masjidil haram 2 tingkat. siap ade escalator. mcm biase jgk, penuh dgn air zam2.

next umrah, selepas solat sunat tawaf, nahhh.

kaabah. dr kedudukan sy yg baru habis solat. *duduk*
jarak sy terlalu dkt dgn kaabah. dan kalau perasan, kain kaabah tu x kosong.
ada tulisan ALLAH bnyk2. ramai sgt act. time ni baru kul 8am cmtuh.

wkt lenggang sekejap saje. mcm ni lah masjidil haram. tgh2 x de atap. d ctu ade kaabah.
act, 1st time sy msk masjidil haram, borak2 dgn kaabah ttg umrah. sy tnye, mane kaabah?
tibe2... sy terpandang kaabah. diam. tergamam. Ya Allah. speechless amat sgt.
cam. cantiknye. kagumnye. ye, type ni pun bulu roma sy meremang lg. sy nangis. sebak~

next, kami melawat2 jgk.

antara sign board die.
mmg slalu ade english n arabic.

muzium masjidil haram n kaabah. limited org blh msk dlm satu mase.
n limited time jgk. x bace pun notes2 die. waaa. tgk gmbr je.

mcm ni muzium kaabah dr luar.

replika masjidil haram n kaabah.

tangga asal kaabah.

pembuatan kain kaabah. mcm kain tenun.

curtain pintu kaabah.

pintu kaabah yg lame.

replika perigi asal air zam - zam


di mekah, lagi macam2. whoaaa. bandar die berdebu, jd akan sentiase ttp hidung everytime jln esp siang. sbb keliling bandar n kaabah penuh construction. sgt penuh. hotel2 besar lg mungkin. tmbh plak dgn bentuk muka bumi yg mmg kering, lg berdebu taw. so kdng cam jln g masjid pon pakai sunglass n topeng. ngeh3... burung merpati merata - rata. sy slalu doa jgnlah taik burung terkena sy. tskkk... taw x, mula2 sy tkot sgt nak g mekah. sy nak tp takot. takot terbakar ke ape, sbb bnyk sgt dosa. wawawa. tp, dr few weeks b4 g, sy da doa bnyk2, mcm ckp dgn tuhan dlm hati, sy nak gi niat sy nak ibadat. n n, tlg lah selmtkan perjalanan g blk. tlglah... bnyk bnde sy mintak. alhamdulilah semuanye selamat wlpun bnyk sgt bnde kene bersabar. ;)

owhh. sy kene rabe d sane. grrr~ time ramai org, tah laki mane lalu, rabe pnggung sy. time tu pakai bju kurung n tdung biase. trus mama ckp, pakai je telekung 24 hours. sabar je lah. hurm. owh ye, tgk 2 pringles n 2 coke tuh, sy beli tu je kene RM20. mahal kan? die ketuk harge. abah tnye bape harge each of them, die x jwb. hurmmm... geram jgk. tp more to geram sbb dkt mekah pun nak menipu taw! ishhh. keluar je dr kwsn masjid, penuh sampah. tahlaa. mereka buang sampah merate - rate. geram btol! jagelah btol2 kwsan bandar die org. bandar yg ade kaabah tuh. hurmm. and jap lg, tgh jln nak blk hotel ke, dr masjid dgn telekung ni, die org jln2, terus batuk n terus ludah or muntah je. tahan je la, pk Allah je... ;(

next part 2 ;)