Jan 26, 2010

russian roulette stranded broken hearted

to. that used to be special someone. thank you for the last love letter.
this ain't a sarcastic post. ain't an angry or full with hatred post.
this is. a post of a heart.

a bad girl.

russian roulette
Take a breath, Take it deep. Calm yourself', He says to me
If you play, you play for keeps. Take the gun and count to three.

Im sweating now, Moving slow, No time to think. My turn to go
And you can see my heart beating. You can see it through my chest.
Said I'm terrified but I'm not leaving. I know that I must pass this test
So, just pull the trigger

As my life flashes before my eyes. I'm wondering will I ever see another sunrise?
So many won't get the chance to say good-bye. But its too late to think of the value of my life

I can only take so much. These tears are turning me to rust
I know you're waiting there for me to come back. I'm too afraid to show

If it's coming over you. Like it's coming over me
I'm crashing like a tidal wave. That drags me out to sea
I wanna be with you If you wanna be with me
Crashing like a tidal wave I don't wanna be stranded

broken hearted
You're everything I thought you never were. And nothing like I thought you could have been
But still, you live inside of me, so tell me how is that? You're the only one I wish I could forget
The only one I love to not forgive And though you break my heart, you're the only one
And though there are times when I hate you 'Cause I can't erase
The times that you hurt me and put tears on my face
And even now, while I hate you, it pains me to say I know I'll be there at the end of the day

You say you've got the most respect for me But, sometimes I feel you're not deserving of me
And still, you're in my heart But you're the only one
And yes, there are times when I hate you, but I don't complain
'Cause I've been afraid that you would walk away. Oh, but now I don't hate you
I'm happy to say That I will be there at the end of the day

sorry 4 everything.

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