i'm feelin' sorry, to myself. for being such a loser in the middle of the night. dear heart, u're done with it. enough crying for that stupid silly reason that no one knows - except this one gf. and, to this one person - the one i'd never give up on, i guess i've to really3 let u go. so i wouldn't cry a tear for u anymore. not even a single tear.
boy. u're wrong. i'm not that bitchy bitch.
i'm not that cheap chick, the one u can find across the street.
i gave & give u the very best of me, but, u gave me nothing.
u flirt around with a lot of girls, when u know, i flirt with no one.
u said u love me, but u said 'i love u' to them too.
well. one conclusion - guys. they're a good friend. and a bad sweetheart.
i wonder. all the sweet things u did. all the tears, when i left u b4.
i just don't know, which are true and which are, fake. cuz u're just so fake.
when i asked u bout this, u said i don't believe u. how can i?
go find someone else. in letting u go, i'm loving myself.
because to u, it just a game. i'm starting to move on. u know all d right things to say.
i can love with all my heart. i know i've so much to give. but.
it just too little too late.
boy, i know i'm ur sweet lil girl. i know that i was a good girl to u.
but, enough with that. u didn't appreciate it. u took a chance.
made up a plan. take advantage of me.
so stop blaming me when i just dont trust boys. i mean.
when it comes to more than a friend. i just, don't. but i know.
and i have a bunch of. good bf - good boy friend ok.
they spice up my life with their craziness + high sense of humor.
aiman - don't worry. i'm good. i'm not sad. not anymore.
finaz - i've been keeping a lot of things. that i'll tell u 1 fine day. so that u know, what happened these few years. can't wait 2 c u again.
nabil - get well soon! take care.
kacak - sy ok. no worries. best of luck ya!
and to u, miss listener, tqvm =]
i'm good. we're all good. =D