Oct 16, 2009

16th oct 09 - day 4 @ more than 24 hours dah!


wahlaaa weyh. ngantokkknye. ngantok ngantok ngantok. lapar? x pun. tp mkn semcm.
korang jgn risawww sy ok cuma sy ssh nak tdow je these few days. semlm tdow kul 6am.
bgn td 930++ am itu pun sbb terjage salghee call. ok la tuh, tdow lena jgk. kot~
btollah. stakat ni dr zaman cinta monyet sampai sknrg cinta manusia, kalo frust ke ape.
x pernah pon sampai x de selera mkn. mksdnye... x pernah sampai kurus pun? huh.
jeles tgk org lain leh kurus 5-10kg sbb putus cinta. wahaha. cam pelik camtu skali? waaa.
btolla. semlm mmg mkn nasi lemak bape suap kul 9am. then 9pm mkn nasi grng 1pinggan.
hahahaha. nak ckp ape kan. mkn cam biase je. x pernah la kurus sbb frust '-___-

hurm. i've told sherry, die terkejut tang beliau nangis. then, jmpe fatin d kolej jap.
pun keep asking y, i guess she was shocked to hear that. and, i called his friends, i mean,
like 2 of them - both are close dgn beliau. just to say... "plz take a good care of him.
make sure he's happy cuz we're over". kwn2 beliau riso sy x ok. gaaa~ sy ok.
and, i've got quite a number of in4mation ttg beliau. yess, mmg ramai reporter x bergaji
ske melaporkan ttg beliau. ahah. amatlah dihargai tp seriously... tataw nak ckp ape dah.
mmg ramai ckp bnde buruk, and yg cam lawak, kwn beliau pun cam setuju dgn keputusan sy.

camnilahhh... mmg ramai bgtaw bnde yg x elok ttg beliau dr last year lg. but 1 thing.
sy x nak berat seblah. sbb tu sy trussskan dgn die, utk kenal lg dlm. but then. still org ckp.
die camtu camnih. if u were in my shoes la kan, ade ramaiii ckp x elok ttg beliau,
mestilah sometime kte pon riso kan if sume tu btol sbb kte syg die. kan? hurmmm...
1 of his friend said - "hurm. pd pendpt sy, qila buat keputusan yg btol buat mase ni.
sbb die mmg tak matang lg. and his not ready yet 4 any commitment. tahlah die tuh.
tataw ble mase die serious / die main2. die mmg x bape serious dlm bnde yg die perlu serious.
org kate utk berubah, perlu ade 1 peristiwa yg tngglkan kesan kan? maybe. kalau die da
sedar, mane kte taw die akan berubah kan? and ye, mmg die x reti nak appreciate things sgt."
see bby. i'm hoping that someday u'll change. be a grown-up man. =]

then beliau msg ckp sy ngadu dkt kwn die kte org 'over' sbb ade 3rd person. dang?
da de slh fhm. kalaw ikot hati yg tgh parah, maybe la akan sdeyh dgn ape org ckp.
dgn beliau tbe2 slh fhm. tp semlm, hurm... time dah terlalu rase suffering. suddenly, i pray,
and said, "Ya Allah. tlglah kuatkan semangat ni. tlglah. Kau tahu tujuanku" and tah camne.
dgn tibe2 nye kan... ade 1 perkataan yg sy da lupe mksd die, muncul dlm hidup "redha"
makanya. tibe2 sy tenang. and stop nangis. yesss. sy kene redha. that's mean. let it go.
redha bg sy itu, biarlah, lepaskan semua tu. pedulikan ape org ckp, pedulikan die slh fhm.
at last, sy msg leklok je, ckp leklok, sampai die cam marah sbb nak taw sape yg bgtaw sy
ttg bnde2 x elok tuh, sy biar je. and sy ckp sy dah tak kesah pun. sbb sy dah redha...

sy ckp dkt beliau. dr dlu ape org ckp sy cayeee die je. mmg sy cayeee die. tp kdng2.
mesti rase tkot jgk kalo ape org ckp tu btol. tu je. and sy ckp lg... dgn tenang...

"awk.. baru je sy ckp kan sy sentiase cayekan awk. hurm.. makanya. mmg sy caye awk. cuma ape org akte tu, kalo da bnyk kali, mesti sy pun nak taw btol ke x.. nape sy nak taw sgt.. sbb sy ade rase sdeyh kalo2 btol ape org ckp.. nape sy mesti rase sdeyh, sbb libatkan awk.. ade ape dgn awk. hati sy syg awk.. awk. sudahlah. sy da mls sgt dgr ape org kate.. dr dlu org ckp sy buat bodow je. cuma kdng mmg sy pun tkot kalo bnde tu btol.. adat la sbb sy ade rase syg dkt awk. hurm.. x pe awk.. jgn riso. Allah tu adil kan? lmbt laun yg btol tu menang jgk.. yg tpu tu kalah jgk. kalo x dunia, di akhirat nnt.. awk. if x slh, biarlah mrka awk.. yg penting,kalo awk taw awk btol,biar ape org lain ckp.. dah. jgn tension sbb org lain.. ok? awk pun taw sy x ske gadow2..."

"tayah taw la awk.. x penting pun. awk. plz. sy x kesah pun ttg die org tu dah.. biarlah die org. hurm.. relax. x slh pape jgn pk dah.. buat tension awk je"

"hurm.. ble awk rase awk sudi kwn dgn sy mcm biase.. msg sy jgk.. sy sentiase ade. awk.. jgn lupe mkn.. jage diri taw? good nite n sweet dream.. ingt. sy syg awk. mak awk syg awk.. ramai lg org syg awk. hargai slagi mrka msh ade.. jgn pk mrka yg sakiti awk. taw? take care.. be happy. tata"

soooo... lepas tu dgr2 lagu, main game, on9 tataw nak buat ape. tgk utube - spontan. gelak sorang2 x ingt dunia. wahaha. then kul 6am baru tdow. ok je. jd x ok blk bleee koranggg la send SMS sdeyh2. sdeyh je bace. haha. camni je lah sy ckp... awk. sy da tataw. sgt3 tataw ape yg btol ke salah. sbb sy caye sgt3 dkt awk, bkn sbb sy syg, tp sbb sy rase n percaye sy da knal awk. tp kalo best friend awk pun ckp leklok itu yg terbaik utk sy, ape lg sy nak ckp? makanya... sy. let go. redha. berdoa Allah tlg sy, dan teruskn hidup... lalalala. begitulahhh. sy ok je. ngantok sbb x ckup tdow. and leteyh jgk. td bnyk jgk buat keje umah. n jap lg kene packing~ esok blk kuching~! XD

ok what. sy x nangis dah. kirenye x sampai 24 jam pun nangis. kalo dlu wahaha. tayah ckp la gaye camne ble frust nonggeng. cam 24 hours tu nangis manjang... tgh ckp dgn kwn pon leh tibe2 nangis. study2... pastu pek~ air mate atas buku. haha. ok fine. tu jaaa. btw. thanksss utk semuaaaaaaa [ramaiiiiiiii ] yg x penah putus - putus menyokong. stakat ni x de sape lg x sokong. thanks. seriously. trimasss bebnyk. and btw... semlm buat kuiz dkt fb.



Born on the 20th
You are a person who is liked by one and all. Few people will hate you.
You are innocent and very friendly. Try not to be very gullible.
You have a sensitive side which very few people close to you know about.
Members of your own sex are jealous with you because of
how easily you mix with the opposite sex.



wahahahaha. pastuh duk sengih sorang2... wheeeeeee~ =D [sambil angkt2 kening]
trimaaa kasih la yg suka + selesa dgn sty tuh. and trimasss jgk utk yg membenci.
yg suka tuh trimass sbb slalu sokong, syg, caring, and... mmg irreplaceable lah~!
yg benci tuh. trimass sgt... well,u're making me famous + dpt pahala free. ahah...

bab innocent tuh lame dah taw. kalo x, shahli x de ckp "bendul" kejam kamuuu!!!
sape tah lg yg pernah serang blog dlu tak dela ckp sy naive. eh eh eh. nak taw x?
dlm naive2 sy nih, ade something special - unique + unpredictable + matured.
haaaaa... bodow2 bukan sebarang selenge taw x? buekkkkkkkkkkk XP

'sensitive side which very few people close to you know about.' ya Allah. benar!!!

jealous? hahahaha... pon taw lame jgk. lantak p laaa. kdng laki ni best as friend sbb...
1- x de nak emo2 sgt. terslh ckp pon x pe.
2- ade setgh bnde lg selesa kongsi dgn opposite sex.
3- die org xde PHD sgt. a few jeee yg prangai kalah pompuan. =P

tp ape pon. GFsssss tuh sgt penting jgk taw? sape yg peluk kalo tgh sdeyh...
yg tenangkan kte sbb mrka fhmi kte... yg tman kte shopping? taraaaaaa~



ok. mesti post ni da pnjng kan? baiklahhh. stop3. doakan sy kuat. tu je.
trimaaaaa kasihhhh. XD



2 comments:

fatynlicious said...

kuatkan semangat mu
masih ada chance untuk hadapi hari esok (:

[e.i.y.k.a.a] said...

qilaa. sorry sbb x bape update ngn qila nye stories lately. baru je abes exam smlm.. n besok da start new block. kite br je baceee.

kite x reti pujokk. uhm. i know its been tough. but please please please hun, jgn sdey lame sgtttt. mmg perit rase frust in rltnship, tp.. i know ure one tough cookie! sbr k syg! sooner or later something better for u will come up insyaAllah. ;)

btw, i think naive is very cute! :D