Mar 27, 2009

quality of life

semalam ~~~ sy sdeyh. yerrr. sy sdeyh. biarlah sy sdeyh. ia normal! sy x blh SEKUAT SETABAH SEMATANG SEPOSITIF anda sume. da lame da sy cube utk sentiasa berfikiran positif. tp. seorg pun x pernah nak nmpk kan? yer. org selalu nmpk sy. as a SPOIL. manja. x matang n pk negatif pnye bdk. ppl. u dont really see me. dont judge me. dont make fooled of me. i'm not dat stupid. i'm not that heartless. i'm not that naive. sudah sampai tahap sy tulis d blog. bermakna. da x tertahan. eh. plz...suke hati. hati sy. kalo hancur. blh ke tlg cantumkan? x blhkan? stop being so boorish towards me. let me be me.

its a bonus. that i can recover from the sadness easily. i can get over the madness as fast as the wind past by.
i'm not even a grouchy. i used-2 b one. huh... bad~ grrr... if anything bad happened yesterday. then da next day, which is 2day, i wouldnt talk bout it anymore. cuz. its 'da past'. let all the bad things comes to an end. i wanna get rid of all this bad feelings as time goes by. but as usual. i will let it go, but i will never 4get...

yesterday night. i've got an SMS from a friend. more to fmly relative i guess. bkn ayie cousin ku. tp ayie...aaa. sepupu sy punya bini punya adek~ haha. same age. in uitm arau~ pandai gile! baik gile!

ayie ; qila! mehla turun perlis! =]

me ; ayie! huu. i was thinking of u ptg td. hee. ayie. qila tgh sdeyh la. wawawa.. qila kan,kalo blh hari2 nak try new things in life n nak gi bnyk tmpt. tp x de chance.

ayie started to call me. but i dont picked up da phone.
i just cant. my tears. try 2 hide it. whuu~~~ be cool. calm2!
lgpon tgh cari uban mama. tammo mama taw anak die x ok.

me ; sorry2. td tgh cari uban mama. kte msg je eh? hee. erm. this year kan da 20. bnyk sgt lg bnde yg qila x try in life. qila nak try bnyk bnde at least once in a lifetime. n nak gi bnyk tmpt.. erm,it's not mama x kasi tp mmg qila sdiri x de chance. bz, monye or perhaps x taw nak gi dgn sape or how. even batu cave pun qila x penah gi.. teringin. ayie. u're lucky. at least da bnyk gi oversea. rock climbing pun qila x pernah buat.. bnyk sgt bnde qila x buat.. ={

ayie ; ok. ingt nk ajak sembang =] erm.. is't? lor qila kn ramai kwn. xkn xtry g apa2 trip ngan diorg. erm aah qila dh 20 kn.. bnyk bnde xtry lg masa remaja dulu? hehe x la.. 21 baru kira besar kn. u still got a yr 2 do so =] ayie pon bnyk bnda xtry lg. even though i got all dat travellin n so on, frankly said, in trade, i got least frenz. at least i guess u got lotz of frenz kn. org kata, klu tmpt paling best tp we're alone, bosan gak jdnya. tp klu g tempat plg bosan tp ada member2 y sekepala jd best gak kn. dats d trade i had =]

me ; haha. erm. ade da tnye die org. tp tu la,mcm2 obstacles.. ade yg parents x kasi,xde duit,x same time cuti,n kdng2 minat x same.. huu. erm tp btol jgk ckp ayie. maybe qila ramai kwn.. eheh. yup.. life is fair. aite? =]

ayie ; aah.. what comes around goes around. we get back twice o more wat we gv. we want smthn we hv 2 sacrifice smthn. dats life =] pasni klu qila nk jln2 kemana2 pon ke, ajak la ayie skali klu xkisah. klu xde pape masalah mendtg, insya allah ayie leh je join =]

me ; hehe.. qila kalo jln pun gi tmpt same je ayie. x berkmbng btol.. eheh. ayie ble cuti? qila baru start sem5 this week...

ayie ; ye ke? x pela.. nnt kita explore tempat2 y patut skali k? hehe. ayie mula ct mid may. qila ayie nak tdo dh. sok kelas pg. kita msg lain sok ea? nitez qila =]


hurmmm... then i felt better! yesss. see. told ya. sy x ok kejap je. wawawawa~~~ x reti majuk lame2 sbb xreti pujuk org jgk! haha XD

anyway. shafinaz. thanks 4 calling at da middle of da nite. from moscow bout 1 hour aite? huuu~~~ thanks a lot! and we were planning bout going to malacca. somewhere in august. with mereka yg lain. yamin n naiya as well. hope cuti mereka same.

thanks 2 shahli as well. shown up at the right time.

nora. lg skali dselitkan d sini. thanks sbb dtg. dgn si nana siput. utk balut novel2 sy. wahahah. 1 fact - sy x reti balut buku!!! time skola. abah n mama tlg. time d hostel? my dear d12 gang yg tlg!!! hahahha...

thanks everyone. esp bloggers. 4 teaching me a lot bout life. dr hasil nukilan kalian. yup. da mcm 'chicken soup 4 da soul' sy. ngeh3... semua list blog yg sy link d sebelah, sy baca. tak tipu! sy baca semua! walau x semua sy comment!

again. thanks. 4 improving, making it better. i mean. the quality of my life. smile! ^__^


19 comments:

| AiNaa K | said...

sis..nape sedih?
ade org buli ke?hish..

syakey said...

bgos2.
jgn sedey lama2.
hati sniri yg susah kn

;)

ra|nbOw said...

haha. ainaa nih kes bace x sampai abis ke? haha. kan semlm je sdeyh. hari nih dah ok! haha XD

syakey. ngeh3...taw x pe! hati sdiri. sdiri jelah maw jage =]

Afiqah Zainuri said...

waaa... kalo nk wat bende adventurous lain kali ajak Afiqah eh??
hhaahahha...

ra|nbOw said...

hehe. afiqah berminat ke? blh blh blh!!! jom! XD

| AiNaa K | said...

haha..kira sedih la jugak tu.. :P
benda2 adventurous?
haha..ainaa dgn afiqah suka berpoya poya..
sis nak ikut? =P

ra|nbOw said...

eheh. blh je kalo x de class!!! =]

her said...

:) jgn sedey2 tau ..

ra|nbOw said...

hee. tak tak!!! XD

ღ l y n e e ღ said...

hello dear..

sumtimes kena da prob in life baru ar ada spices sikit..
but if dah too problematic,nanges je la..
anyway, u helped thru ur stories n i helped u thru my stories..
"sharing is caring" kan.. heheh :)

momo+nini said...

qila... jangan sedih-sedih okeh.. sedih kejap2 je.. hehe..

xlah..buat lawak lak mai ni..qila tengah sedih leh dia wat lawak...

qila kan, bila kita merasai kesedihan baru kite tau erti bhagia...

but i know u r a STRONG girl...
have faith in urself..

datang perlis cakap kiteorang...leh bawak jalan2.. :)

don't be sad, Allah is always with you!

ra|nbOw said...

kak lynee!!! heh. rndu kamu. ermmm. sharing is caring. haha. baeklah!!! thanks sis!!! =]

mai. haha. relax. qila tak sdeyh da. qila jap je sdeyh! hehe. insya allah. tah bile sampai perlis lg. whee~~~ thanks!

{~...iniakid...~} said...

first time aku bace title ko neh

aku da pelik

aku bace

kuaci of life

wkakakaka

mmg tak la kan
last2 quality of life sbnrnyer

wkakakaka
mengong la nora neh
hahaha
xsal2 nora kena
jangan marah ha=P

ra|nbOw said...

wakakkaka. mengong! ske buat aku sengih sorang2. haha XD

{~...iniakid...~} said...

hahaha
i like=)

.OhNora. said...

weh akid.
pesal lak name aku d kaitkan?
xpasal je kena mengong.
da la aku xdak kaitan pa pon.
tikus rabun! hoo. geram.com.
heehe :)



tp aku terasa kefemesan driku bile akid menyebut namaku.hikhik :)

farisabdrazak said...

lor.. sdey sbb kurang xperience berjalan je ke..hihi.. dun worry la qila...kamu akan rasa semua tuh jugak...tggl lambat atau cepat jer.. ini pengalaman saya yer.. sy selalu berangan nak pg ke situ lah..ke sinilah.. or nk mencuba benda nih la..benda tuh lah... tp bukan lah on the dot dapat kan... but still i hav the experience to do what i wnt 2 do... pokoknye... cuma cepat atau lambat jer... jgn sdey2... idup nih terlalu singkat utk bermuram durja...hehe..peace....

ra|nbOw said...

akid. semlm ko msg aku da mamai2. haha. bik ko sampai tetdow time msg ko! haha XD

nora. cett yerr. fames = money! haha.

hee. baiklah faris. i'll wait 4 dat time 2 come. =]

{~...iniakid...~} said...

hahaha
nora kaw kan tikus yang femes suka keju dan mengeja secara salah
hehehe

alalala
comelnye bile die marah
hahaha
=P

p/s:mmg tak ar kan
tp aku admit la
ko mmg kenal smua org,smua org je tak kenal ko*gewd*