Mar 28, 2009

anak abah

abah. anak abah nih rindu abah... huu~~~
rindu yg amat. tp x plak pergi bgtaw abah kan?
erm. kalo msg abah, jrng ckp 'miss u' or 'love u'.
slalu ckp basic 'take care'. tp abah kene taw. qila syg abah.
abah oh abah. baru x jmpe 2 bulan. rase mcm lame.
abah slalu ckp dkt mama. jrng anak abah nak call abah.
tp... bkn anak abah xnak call. kdng2 bile call.
abah tgh meeting. x pun main golf. grrr~~~
mls da la nak kaco. tu kdng2 nyebok kaco mama n abah gayut.
hehe. mama n abah gayut phone, kalah org couple! XD

abah. mama ckp abah menang karokae time dinner semlm.
abah dpt no 1! hehe. x heran pon. sbb suara abah mmg sedap.
suara anak abah ni je bnyk 'menyumbangkan' bnyk lagu. wakaka.
hari ni abah pergi main golf pagi2 lg kan? alaaa.
abah mmg. pasal golf laju! same je mcm papa shahli. haha.
nnt qila nak cite dkt abah. papa shahli, tang2 golf same mcm abah!
abah... ni da nak msk bulan 4 kan. x lame lg bday abah.
qila pon tataw nak bg abah ape lg. blur~~~
mama ingt nak kasi hp. tp. tgkla dulu. ngeh3.
abah nak ape eh abah?

on their anniversary

alaa. org taw. kalo org tanye abah nak ape. abah mesti ckp.
"abah nak anak abah dpt result cemerlang. jd anak solehah.
ikut sume perintah Allah. jgn lmbt2 kan solat n jage diri"

tu je. abah x mintak bnde lain. tp bnde senang mcm tu pon...
anak abah ni ssh nak buat kan? minta maaf abah...
anak abah ni teruk. x sebaik abah. x sejernih hati abah.
anak abah nih da bnyk sgt dosa. pdhal baru umur 20. hurm...
abah. lg skali qila nak bgtaw abah. kalo qila buat jaat.
kurang ajar n ape2. abah jgn sdeyh. abah jgn kecewa.
btol abah. sume tuh bkn slh abah. tu slh anak abah sdiri.
bnyk sgt pengaruh luar yg berasaskan syaitan neraka jahanam.


abah. kalau abah nak taw. abah da tunaikan tnggjwb abah.
semua lengkap abah. x de ape2 yg kurang pon. ilmu agame.
x yah ckp la. mmg bnyk abah kasi n selitkan dlm daily life.
nafkah, kasih syg, kepercayaan, ilmu, semuaaa bnyk sgt abah!
abah. qila x tpu if qila ckp abah adalah da best dad in da world.
kalau qila bkn anak abah pon. n abah ade anak lain.
mesti anak2 abah tu akan rase n pk bnde yg same...
abah terlalu bernilai n istimewa. dr segi seorg abah.
dan juga seorg lelaki yg perfect zaman skrng ni...

abah. qila slalu ckp nak suami mcm abah. tp rase.
mcm mustahil je nak cari zaman skrng nih. ssh abah.
laki mcm2 spesis ade. pompuan pon same. jaat. baik.
qila nak mcm abah sbb abah x pernah lupa sume rukun islam.
rukun iman. abah jgk x terlalu mengejar akhirat semata - mata.
abah seimbangkan duniawi n akhirat kelak.
org mcm abah yg blh bimbing isteri n anak2. qila nak suami mcm tu.
abah rajin... sgt rajin buat kerja office n kerja umah.
qila x nak suami qila asyik taw mengarah n menyuruh je.
pastu mengangkang dpn tv, marah anak2 yg duk main2.

sekali sekala mama & cik ke office abah

abah. abah selalu nasihat kalo qila lmbt solat. huuuu..
then qila ckp "yerrrrr...." dgn nada x leh blaaa. tp.
qila x mksd pon lukakan hati abah taw? qila just. hehe.
berat skit bdn nih nak bgn. huhu. ape tah lg.
ble abah ajak solat berjemaah. wahahah ... alasan qila.
solat berjemaah lame. ishhhh...x baik btol kan!
abah akan ckp pahala berganda. sampai ade pernah.
kalo qila da solat dlu. abah suruh solat berjemaah skali lg!
hahahahaha... bertuahnye anak abah ni kan!

bile abah blk dr masjid. qila cpt2 lari msk almari abah.
menyorok! bile abah bukak je almari. BAHHHHHHH!!!
qila terkejutkan abah. hahahahha... anak abah nih.
dr kecik sampai da besar gajah. mcm ni jgk!
ske sgt terkejutkan abah. tgk abah melatah n terkejut.
sambil same2 tergelak2. hehe... nakal kan qila~
"abah! nak coklat! nak ice cream n cake coklat skali!"
abah blk kerje, abah bwk blk semua. huuu...
qila happy sgt3 sampai kdng2 lupe nak peluk abah.
cium dahi abah. tande trime kasih... maaf abah~

anak abah yg nakal

mama slalu ajak g srwk. jmpe abah. tp slalu qila tolak.
boring la nak blk sane. qila x de kwn! ade la sorang 2.
tp sume da study dkt sini. wawawa~~~ 10 april ni.
mama ajak blk lg. sbb mama ade dinner. tp. tah. tgkla.
kalau ikot mama n abah dinner ke ape. kdng2. mcm ape je.
duk diam2 n senyum kambing dkt auntie2 n uncle2 lain.
hua3...tu kalo ikot la. kalo x ikot. duk umah sorang2 lg~
rindu jgk dkt kucing2 kte. nak main kejar2 ngan die org...

tp kan abah... qila kan. kan kan kan.
baru lepas booking air asia pnye ticket ke kuching!
wahaha. gune credit card abah! qila kan ade detail die!
n jap lg baru qila bgtaw abah! qila nak call abah dah nih!
sbb qila taw abah x kan marah pnye! hahahahah XD
i miss u like crazy abah!
kte jmpe nnt dkt srwk yer...taw abah x marah.
abah mesti ske gile qila blk! hehe. muahhhhhhh!!!
saaaaayang abah! abah. tq, 4 everything! =]


lots of love,
anak abah.

Mar 27, 2009

quality of life

semalam ~~~ sy sdeyh. yerrr. sy sdeyh. biarlah sy sdeyh. ia normal! sy x blh SEKUAT SETABAH SEMATANG SEPOSITIF anda sume. da lame da sy cube utk sentiasa berfikiran positif. tp. seorg pun x pernah nak nmpk kan? yer. org selalu nmpk sy. as a SPOIL. manja. x matang n pk negatif pnye bdk. ppl. u dont really see me. dont judge me. dont make fooled of me. i'm not dat stupid. i'm not that heartless. i'm not that naive. sudah sampai tahap sy tulis d blog. bermakna. da x tertahan. eh. plz...suke hati. hati sy. kalo hancur. blh ke tlg cantumkan? x blhkan? stop being so boorish towards me. let me be me.

its a bonus. that i can recover from the sadness easily. i can get over the madness as fast as the wind past by.
i'm not even a grouchy. i used-2 b one. huh... bad~ grrr... if anything bad happened yesterday. then da next day, which is 2day, i wouldnt talk bout it anymore. cuz. its 'da past'. let all the bad things comes to an end. i wanna get rid of all this bad feelings as time goes by. but as usual. i will let it go, but i will never 4get...

yesterday night. i've got an SMS from a friend. more to fmly relative i guess. bkn ayie cousin ku. tp ayie...aaa. sepupu sy punya bini punya adek~ haha. same age. in uitm arau~ pandai gile! baik gile!

ayie ; qila! mehla turun perlis! =]

me ; ayie! huu. i was thinking of u ptg td. hee. ayie. qila tgh sdeyh la. wawawa.. qila kan,kalo blh hari2 nak try new things in life n nak gi bnyk tmpt. tp x de chance.

ayie started to call me. but i dont picked up da phone.
i just cant. my tears. try 2 hide it. whuu~~~ be cool. calm2!
lgpon tgh cari uban mama. tammo mama taw anak die x ok.

me ; sorry2. td tgh cari uban mama. kte msg je eh? hee. erm. this year kan da 20. bnyk sgt lg bnde yg qila x try in life. qila nak try bnyk bnde at least once in a lifetime. n nak gi bnyk tmpt.. erm,it's not mama x kasi tp mmg qila sdiri x de chance. bz, monye or perhaps x taw nak gi dgn sape or how. even batu cave pun qila x penah gi.. teringin. ayie. u're lucky. at least da bnyk gi oversea. rock climbing pun qila x pernah buat.. bnyk sgt bnde qila x buat.. ={

ayie ; ok. ingt nk ajak sembang =] erm.. is't? lor qila kn ramai kwn. xkn xtry g apa2 trip ngan diorg. erm aah qila dh 20 kn.. bnyk bnde xtry lg masa remaja dulu? hehe x la.. 21 baru kira besar kn. u still got a yr 2 do so =] ayie pon bnyk bnda xtry lg. even though i got all dat travellin n so on, frankly said, in trade, i got least frenz. at least i guess u got lotz of frenz kn. org kata, klu tmpt paling best tp we're alone, bosan gak jdnya. tp klu g tempat plg bosan tp ada member2 y sekepala jd best gak kn. dats d trade i had =]

me ; haha. erm. ade da tnye die org. tp tu la,mcm2 obstacles.. ade yg parents x kasi,xde duit,x same time cuti,n kdng2 minat x same.. huu. erm tp btol jgk ckp ayie. maybe qila ramai kwn.. eheh. yup.. life is fair. aite? =]

ayie ; aah.. what comes around goes around. we get back twice o more wat we gv. we want smthn we hv 2 sacrifice smthn. dats life =] pasni klu qila nk jln2 kemana2 pon ke, ajak la ayie skali klu xkisah. klu xde pape masalah mendtg, insya allah ayie leh je join =]

me ; hehe.. qila kalo jln pun gi tmpt same je ayie. x berkmbng btol.. eheh. ayie ble cuti? qila baru start sem5 this week...

ayie ; ye ke? x pela.. nnt kita explore tempat2 y patut skali k? hehe. ayie mula ct mid may. qila ayie nak tdo dh. sok kelas pg. kita msg lain sok ea? nitez qila =]


hurmmm... then i felt better! yesss. see. told ya. sy x ok kejap je. wawawawa~~~ x reti majuk lame2 sbb xreti pujuk org jgk! haha XD

anyway. shafinaz. thanks 4 calling at da middle of da nite. from moscow bout 1 hour aite? huuu~~~ thanks a lot! and we were planning bout going to malacca. somewhere in august. with mereka yg lain. yamin n naiya as well. hope cuti mereka same.

thanks 2 shahli as well. shown up at the right time.

nora. lg skali dselitkan d sini. thanks sbb dtg. dgn si nana siput. utk balut novel2 sy. wahahah. 1 fact - sy x reti balut buku!!! time skola. abah n mama tlg. time d hostel? my dear d12 gang yg tlg!!! hahahha...

thanks everyone. esp bloggers. 4 teaching me a lot bout life. dr hasil nukilan kalian. yup. da mcm 'chicken soup 4 da soul' sy. ngeh3... semua list blog yg sy link d sebelah, sy baca. tak tipu! sy baca semua! walau x semua sy comment!

again. thanks. 4 improving, making it better. i mean. the quality of my life. smile! ^__^


Mar 23, 2009

registration day

i've watched confession of a shopaholic!!! lalalala~~~
dont b jealous. haha. show off gile! =P
act. i dunno how 2 download any movie from da internet.
but then ternmpk link 'watch now' or smthing like dat.
terus click n biar laptop on je sepnjng mlm.
bgn pagi2, x kemas katil, x mandi, terus g dpn laptop!


n tgk cite confession of a shopaholic nih!!! haha.
d mlysia, this thursday 26th march baru dtayangkan! hee.
cite nih, 4 me, biase - biase. best but biase.
yes i know i'm soooooooooooooo excited 2 watch d movie.
but then mcm frust jgk. cuz biase sgt. tp. puas la dpt tgk~
wanna know bertapa sy nak tgk cite nih?
sy tnggu dah lebeyh 3 months! and. sy tgk trailer hari2.
since sy download trailer filem ini d laptop! haha.
and sy beli novel die! & sy hafal few parts of da dialogue!

nyway. it's da 1st day of 5th sem. more to, registration day.
nothing much 2 be done. just, isi borang d office.
n then. cracked some jokes with the lecturers.
and. borak-ing with friends. long time no c~
as usual. lepak d CMR. lunch hour bebeh.
and leon gave us a keychain from indonesia.


he's a classmate of mine from indonesia. hee. he's da eldest.
then Dill busyuk ajak mkn ice cream d klcc. okay!
me. zikri. leon. dill. fatin. shasha. we went there. 1st thing.
serang gelato fruity beramai - ramai!!! haha. addiction~


went to kinokuniya. and finally!!!

i've found da #1 twilight saga novel. which is - twilight.
i've been searching 4 this novel 4 a few months.
n all over mlysia. yesss. hua3... fyi. twilight saga ade 4.
twilight - new moon - eclipse - breaking dawn


and. #1 tuh, i went 2 most of da bookstore, da x de stok!

yg #2 - #4 sumenye berlambak d pasaran. wawawa~~~
finally! then mama blh plak tanye. soklan cam best.
"nape x beli je full series twilight tuh?"
mama. kalo ade cash-in-hand. hua...best ah.
ni duit ckup mkn je wooo~~~ wawawa.
sape2 yg cam baik hati nak kasi novel lg...
dialu - alukan! haha... gile x malu muke nih. skali skale~

after lepak-ing with them. went back 2 college.
2 meet nora. talk n talk n talk. and. she gave me.
a slumdog millionaire novel + big lollypop!


huaaaa... thanks a lot! erm. really appreciate it.
and nora terbuat lawak drpd kesilapan percakapannye...

"waed suruh aku carikan lagu raya"
should be lagu kahwin

"nnt waed dtg kasi kad raya"
should be kad kahwin.

lambat lg raya weyhh!!! XD


Mar 22, 2009

girl powerrr

got our result for 4th sem 2day.
and. i wanna say, congrats. 2 all of my dear college mate.
u guys did very well so far. except me~~~
wawawawawa~~~ sadis! kuciwa2! tp alhamdulilah.
so. here they are.


congratulations!!!

nora wifi-ku
DBM - diploma broadcast management
4 FLAT = 4.00


waed model-ku
DIJ - diploma in journalism
4 FLAT = 4.00


adilah busyuk-ku
DIB - diploma in broadcasting
4 FLAT = 4.00


fatin adeq-ku
DMS - diploma media studies3.82!!!


salghee & miraghee
DIB - diploma in broadcastingboth 3.67!!!

mine??? wanna know???
x best! waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~~~
let see. kte kaji semule. hua3...

DIB - diploma in broadcasting
1st sem - 3.17
2nd sem - 3.42
3rd sem - 3.19
4th sem - 3.71

yup. i've got 3.71 for last sem.
i'm hoping for 4 flat...waaaaa. fine3!!!
i should've try my best! baeklahhhh!
never give up!!! whuuu~~~

Mar 17, 2009

pekerja BSN

dah jd kebiasaan bebdk college sy, abis class, mkn.
mkn reramai d restoran2 berdktn d college.
pd 1 hari. sedang lepak beramai - ramai....
kwn sy, anna. melihat ke arah seorang kakak.
dgn muke x leh bla anna berckp...

anna ; akak tu kan. muka je cun weyh. tp. dr semlm aku tgk.
asyik pakai baju same je. baju colour oren tu jer.

kami ; akak yg tgh ambik lauk tu ke?
anna ; a'ah. akak tu la. cam x de baju lain agaknye.
kami ; pale otak ko anna! akak tu kerja BSN la weyh.
sah sah lah die pakai uniform. wakakakaka~~~




Mar 15, 2009

kacang hijau

warning ;
post ini mungkin agak kotor. jijik. geli.
tp sy post sbb bg sy ia lawak. n silly~


hurm. kacang hijau yg x bersalah.
bnde nih pd org lain sure meaningless.
but as 4 me, i won't 4get this kacang hijau 4 my entire life.
it happened, back to when i was 7 @ 8.
di rumah su. malam. di ruang tamu.

this might be sedikit menggelikan~ yerr.
tp sy yg terkena. yg merasa. owh. ia lucu~~~
ni lah bahan utame sepupu2 nak kenekan sy.
nak sepak2 rase! haha. da lebeyh 10 tahun!
die org lak lebeih2 ingt.! hukkkk... XP

sedang sy enak baring2...tgk tv. sy mkn kacang hijau.
sepupu2 lain ade d atas main barbie doll n lego.
ade d dapur menyebok tgk mknan yg d masak.
makan pnye makan kacang sambil berbaring.
tibe2... ye. tibe2... 1 kacang. masuk ke dlm.
dlm lubang hidung sy! hahahahahahaahaha....

x ingt la belah kanan ke belah kiri.
then sy da menggelabah. tataw nak buat camne.
su dtg dgn sepupu2 lain. parents kami yg lain x de.
since kami overnite d umah su ramai2.
su suruh hembus. sy gi sedut! hahahaha.
yerrr. sy x reti nak hembus hingus dulu.
ape tah lg hembus kacang~ wawawa...
sy reti hembus hingus d skola menengah.
n sampai skrng x reti buang kahak! lalalala~~~

then. gi clinic. doktor nak guna pengepit.
tp lubang hidung sy kecik ah! mane muat pengepit tuh.
Dr suruh sy hembus. sy g sedut lg. haha.
last2 bagi ubat bersin. sy terus bersin x henti2...
tp x kuar jgk. then Dr tu dah nak give up.
tibe2... HAAAA CHOOOOMMM~~~
kacang tu terpelanting betol2 d sudut pintu bilik Dr.
sy lega. ia keluar. udara masuk dgn baek dlm hidung.



yerrr. ni la antare peristiwa yg x leh blaaa.
n sy takkan lupe. mane nak lupe. de je org bahan.
hahahahha. dah. sape geli. g muntah.
sy? sy gelak je. wahahaha~~~ XD


Mar 12, 2009

just go with the flow

i guess it's been a while since i last wrote bout my private thingy~ etc love life. fmly. friends. n so on. i mean, if i did, i did it in a very general way. okay. i dont really want to write bout this but then, nak jgk!!! ske hati la. x ske xyah sebok ambik taw! haha. 2day, things get a lil bit complicated. i dunno. should i say i'm happy, sad or just okay. but i'm okay rite now. since it's already PAST. can do nothing bout it. have to be strong. oh yes i am. getting better n stronger since 18th feb 2009. almost a month eh? haha. i did it well!!! clap 4 myself! wheee~~~ as u ppl know, i'm 20 this year. but i admit, i did a lot of stupid things in life. if i could turn back time, of course i'll change a lot of things. but then, cam x best plak kalo life terlampau perfect dgn ape yg kte nak kan? hurm. as i live in this world 4 20 years. i admit i met a lottttt of guys. no no. a lottt of jantan n a few guys. they come n go. thats life.


owh kenangan terindah, KT. others might say, they met their 1st love by the age of 20 n above. okay, i met my 1st love by the age of 14. young huh? ya ya. i know. 2 little 2 fall in love with the right guy. but it's true. thats my destiny. i just wanna tell a lil bit bout him here. since i guess i've to write a special post bout him, later. haha. he's the greatest guy i've ever met. he's 2 good 2 b true. he's thinner than me. yerrr. sy slalu complain bile sy dgn die. sy ckp sy malu sbb sy gemuk dr die n so on. he's so small!!! nasib baik die tnggi skit dr sy taw. but u know. die x pernah kesah pon sume tuh. x pernah pon sruh sy diet ke ape! he's so damn nice!!! owhhh. we were both 14 and we broke up when we were 17. almost 3 years. y we broke up? x de jodoh kot. at 1st i'm the one yg mintak break. i've my own acceptable reason. we're still good until he met his new gf, N. he broke up with N last year. then he met B. n he's still with B til now. i met B once. n i can c, she lovessss him so much! i'm glad 2 c that. eheh. okay2. da pnjng lebar plak. just wanna mention here, he's my 1st love. he's nice, good, patience, smart. my mum's love him so much. he sacrificed everything 4 d 1 he loves. he knows me well. yes he is, more than any1 else. he's nice n still look after me silently. i know, he's still care. cuz i know him very well too. =] thanks awk!


BH. bintang hati. yg dirindui. ye, sy ngaku sy rindu die. we met when we were 18. i dunno, the 1st time we met, i'm comfortable enough with him. he's the 1st guy yg sy trime to b my special accompany after i broke up with my 1st love. that's 1year n 9months after sy single mingle [that's d longest so far!] he's a good looking, down to earth, genius and really3 focus on his study. high of sense of humour. when we were friend, i thought he already had a gf. i mean, with his handsome look n attitude, he should have one. [he's d perfect n my dream guy type]. n i never ever dream about 2 b his gf. seriously~~~ but it last only for 6 months. and yup, sy jgk minx break. got my own reason 2. shouldnt mention bout d bad past time aite? sedihkan diri je. haha. i told him, it b better if kte jd kwn. he agreed. but i can c his eyes. there's a lil sadness when i asked him, we better off this way. tp...rasenye. kami la pasangan plg sempoi kot. pas break tuh, blh terus borak cam biase. jln2 tgk baju n beg, n mkn. LOL as usual. haha~~~ then. we say goodbye 17th june 2008. august 2008, he went to indonesia. medic. he really3 wants to be a dentist. n fyi, gigi die mmg lawa. ske tgk. haha. 5 years huh? erm. u know i always pray d best 4 u. glad that we still keep in touch. n glad that we're getting closer lately. =))


TTM, haha. erm,kami makin rapat bout almost 6 months ago. jap je mase berlalu. he's a used-2-b player. stubborn, nice talker. pelupa. x punctual. kedekot. take everything easy. n mcm2 la utk kutok awk! haha. =P erm. 1 of my close friend said, "die ni la kwn laki ko yg plg bermasalah setakat nih." haha. yer. tp tataw cmne sy leh tahan. maybe i can c the good sight of him. at 1st, mmg anti gile die. sbb die playboy. obviously yesss~ then asal jmpe je mesti lmbt! ishhh. he knows i hate waiting but he'll do d same mistake over n over again. wawawa... die bknlah kedekot sgt, die sgt boros utk diri die tp dgn org lain die berkire. haha. whats d good thing? well. we love 2 LOL. n he changes slowly. yess, selepas sy membebel + nasihat + pukul2 + slow talk + hard talk =P + and listened 2 his story. and y i didn't just leave him? bcuz i know he needs me. i mean. his life would b lg lintang pukang mcm b4 if sy x de! sy try utk ubah die to b a better grown up guy. sometimes he just too naive. somebody really3 need 2 change him. his friends told me, he's stubborn. lot of ppl dislike him cuz he always give so many excuses and sgt3 x punctual. yup. i know that. but ppl plz, let me be with him as long as i can handle it. i know i've sacrifice a lot, thats what others said. just. i dunno. i still can take it. and, u know. he's a nice friend. just. yup. a lotttt of bad attitude 2 b fix up!


OKAY. THAT'S D INTRO BOUT THESE 3 GUYS.
and DA BEGINNING OF THE STORY. hahahahaha...
penat dah bace? stop je! hee. n now. just bout 2 of them.

Sy msg dgn BH. since BH, rite now, da berade d indonesia suda. sy msg die 4 da last time. msg2, lebeyh kurang mcm ni sy ckp;

i sent to BH
"i just wanna know. do u still love me? sorry sbb straight 4ward. i just wanna know"

BH replied [no editing]
hmm.. mmg nk jwb soklan 2.. tp i really2 knfius.. n bg BH, xnk brpkr psl 2.. im so sori.. tp yg pasti BH gmbra skrg ngn hbgn kter rite nw n xnk mnggugat our frenshp.. mngkn yg 2 yg mmpu BH lakukan sbb BH bkn lelaki yg brani.. im so sori"

then i started 2 cry... i dunno y! but i'm sensitive 2day cuz it's SPM result's day. owhhh. FYI, sy mmg sensitive hari result spm kuar. cuz sy dissapointed dgn result spm sy. so every year time result SPM kuar, sy akan rase semcm n nangisss sbb terkilan. EVERY YEAR ppl. sy taw sy pelik~ haha.


at the n of d day, 2day.
sy dgn BH, still kwn mcm biase. kami teruskan "just go with da flow"
erm. x perlah. sy taw die perlu kejar cita2 die...


once i said 'i love u', i mean 4ever. sy akan syg. sampai bile2. sy akan jage kalian dr jauh. even time tu mungkin x seperti dulu. tak salah sy rindu kenangan sy. sy taw batasan sy. sy hormat life org lain jgk. well. that's d end 4 2day! dont wanna talk or think bout it act. sy KAWANNN dgn mereka bertiga dan biarlah masa yg tentukan. ALLAH. aturkan yg terbaik utk hamba-Mu ini~~~ =]

1st couple, x semestinye 1st love. 1st love. x semestinye true love.
true love. x semestinye, 4ever...

Mar 11, 2009

till we meet again

bgn pagi. sy teman mama pergi ambil air mineral dr sumber mata air berdktn di sini. air itu sgt segar, sejuk, n cam best. bnyk plak tuh. rugi plak air tu just mengalir mcm tu je. tgh main air tuh...tetbe hp berbunyi. BH. dah 9 lebeyh time tu. die leh ckp jmpe d mid 11:30am. sy daa...waaa? x lame je lg. blk umah. trus sy siap2. FYI. sy pakai bju merah mule2. then sy pakai pink. kul 10 lebeyh. sy gerak dr setiawngsa. sampai2, beli ticket dulu. watchmen. sy sampai few minutes awal dr die. then sy duduk d dpn kusi dpn studio R... kusi itu. tmpt last kami lepak time last jmpe 17 june 2008. huu~ hebat x ingatan sy? haha. ok. then...tgh sy sengih2 tgk hp. PAPP~ ade org tepok bahu dr blakang. waaaaaaaa. nasib baik x jerit! terkejut tu mesti ah. die da sampai!!! sy tgh sengih tgk hp sbb die ckp die dkt bandar tasik selatan lg. skali die da sampai upenye n terus ddk d seblah sy. huhu... x leh blaaa. ske sgt terkejutkan org. and... die pakai baju merah~ huk3... kalo sy x tuka baju, da matching da. haha =P

well. borak2 di kusi dpn studio R itu. n bergelak ketawe. ye. sy happy td. = ]] ...n sy bercakap tnpa noktah mcm biase. tgk2 da nak dkt sejam kot. perot pon da lapar. die ajak g mkn. n die nak nando's lg. wakakka...sy lak last2 decide secret recipe. mkn3, then kami mkn cake jgk. same2 x abis cake sbb da kenyang sgt. haha. pastu naik utk tgk wyng. watchmen. cite nihh..lame yg amat. almost 3 hours. and. sgt biase. x best okay ppl. biase gile. x rugi pon x tgk. but, OST die semuaaa best. i like~ pastu jln2 tgk sume area sport shops since die maw cari kasut. n sy tgk flip flop... naik turun bnyk kali. last2 die x beli pon kasut. huk3... sy yg beli flip flop. eh salah. die belikan. sy pilih. hikkk. thanksss !!! then. kami ke MPH. sbb sy maw tunjuk die novel2 twilight saga yg ade 4 series. n bertape kecewa nye sy sbb 1st series twilight itu, da x de d most all of the bookstore in malaysia. da lame kot sy carik... huhu. and sy tunjuk novel lame yg sy nak tp x dpt2 lg. p/s; i love u. mendlm tuh tujuan sy tnjuk dkt die novel tuh! haha...

then. solat pe sume. da maghrib. x seda pon lame jgk kte org jmpe. almost 8 hours. jap je rase. then mkn ice cream @ gelato fruity b4 both of us say goodbye 2 each other. borak2, bluetooth pics n lagu, then kami berpisah d tgh mid. since die x naik ktm same dgn sy kali ni. abg die ambik d mid. die hulur tgn... sy sahut salam die itu. sy ingt pesanan die. "belajar betol2. jage diri". baiklah. insya allah... hurm. time tu. hati sy. mcm2 rase ade. entah. tp sy taw. sy akan rndu die. sebagai teman. buat mase ni. die pon x pernah kate pape lebeh dr itu. but... sometimes kte blh taw dr body language. kan? its ok. we're better this way then b4. just like u said last year 'just go with da flow'. sy pesan dkt awk kan. kalo hati awk da dicuri, bgtaw sy. ermm. and i did tell u, i'll do d same thing too. da dkt sethn sumenye berlalu. kan? glad we're still friend. y not, if that's d best 4 now. =]

"BH... esok awk dah nak balik ke jakarta. awk ckp lg setahun baru awk blk lagi. hukkk. lamenye~~~ seksa nak tnggu rase. haha. erm. kte x pernah gune "sy-awk" kan? sbb kte lagi ske gune name~ nnt akan jd mcm biase. ssh nak contact da. tp. sy. x pernah pon lupe awk. trimasss utk flip flop itu. sy jage betol2. jgn riso. sy akan ingt pesan awk "arap2 kalo ingt2 kt BH or mrh kt BH, jgn la diinjak2 flip flop 2 cm ibaratkn 2 BH". taknyee. kalo sy sdeyh dgn awk pon sy simpan jap flip flop tu. hee. bnyk bnde nak ckp dkt awk...tp x terckp. x pelah. bak kate awk dulu. biarlah mase yg tentukan semuanye..."

ape pon. TRIMASSS bnyk2...
utk flip flop itu.
utk last minute plan ni
utk jmpa sy sehari b4 awk pergi
utk gelak ketawa itu
utk kenangan itu.

sy happy. bnyk lg yg terjd.
tp biarlah antare sy n die je.
dan juge sy n tuhan. =]


Mar 9, 2009

jatuh? sy ketawa! haha.

2 hari x sempat sentuh laptop. ape tah lagi on9.
sedara mara dtg menyerang~ huu. sgt leteyh.
esp yesterday, teman kma cousinku berjln more than 12 hours.
yerr. sgt leteyh n da last2 sy penink pale suda.
tman org lain dating n sy nyebok. hua3...untung jgk.
movie d-sponsor oleh mereka. haha XD

and with the super, hyper 6 kids. haih~
they turned my world upside down! huhu.
sampai kalo nak msg pon, ddk dlm blk senyap2!
kalo x mereka serbu blk nih! wahhh... sabar je la.
but. seronok. ia memecah kesepian. eheh.
stock makanan sy sume habis!!! hahahahaha...
x pe. esok g carre4. mama tammo g jj. =P

anyway. hari nih. sy nak cite ttg jatuh.
bkn jatuh cinta. bkn jga jatuh hati. jatuh talak or etc.
tp jatuh. jatuh tangga. jatuh basikal. n jatuh yg sewkt dgnnyer...


sy ingt. wkt kecik2, sy akan bwk basikal yg beroda 4.
ske sgt la main...siap ade rambu ramba d kiri n kanan.
hahaha... lame sy main beskal tuh.
umur 7 thn baru sy belajar naik beskal 2 roda. itu pon terpakse!!!
sy ingt. mama ckp "kwn2 lain dah reti naik 2 roda!
pergi belajar! malu je dgn kawan2 lain"

mama ttp pintu rumah. haha. mama x kasi sy msk umah. sampai ok.
sy pergi dkt kwn2 sy yg lain. sy tgk mereka main.
n sy malu...wawawa.sy cuba bnyk kali dgn mereka.
jatuh! jatuh! n jatuh!
cuba lg...
sampai dpt! terus sy blk umah. n buat tah bape pusingan. haha.
sambil tu. sy jerit, "mama! mama! dah pandai bwk beskal!!!"
mama intai dr tingkap n tersenyum. ptg itu. sy happy.
n dpt masuk umah dgn gembiranye! hahahahaha... XD

ok. ckp pasal jatuh. sebenarnye. sy nak cite ttg tahun lepas.
sy x ingt la bape kali sy jatuh. tp 3x ni mmg sy amat ingt!
3x dlm 2008 nih sy x kan lupe. 2 jatuh tangga.
1 jatuh termsk lubang. mcm mane org lain kalau terjatuh?
sy mcm nih orgnye. kalo sy jatuh...dpn public [selalunye]
sy akan gelak gile3. itu berlaku dgn sendirinye...
sy jatuh! sy gelak!sambil sy gelak...sy tahan sakit.
n ckp dgn kuat "malunyerrrrr" wahahaha.
n kalau dah terlampau sakit, esp jatuh tangge,
sy akan gelak sambil nangis sbb sakit sgt. hahahaha...
kalo de org tgk mmg sy lg malu. tp. ble x de org tgk. cam pelik plak.
rase cam x best gelak sorang2...haha. okay.

last year sy jatuh tangga 2x tuh, dlm selang masa 2 minggu je!
mula2 sy jatuh time turun tangga rumah sewa sy. sy pegang kotak.
penuh dgn air mineral. entah time tu pakai kasut yg x seswai kot.
sy turun2, dgn x nmpk tangga dbwh, then terjatuh! wawawa...
terjerit n tergelak. hahahaha...tp sakit. sbb tersilang kaki.
tp nak cpt, so buat bodow dgn kesakitan itu. esoknye. bgn tdow.
haaa...baru rase kesakitan yg amat d bhgian punggung. sembuh?
seminggu lebeyh jgkla. then. x sampai 2 minggu kemudian...

lewat ptg itu. selepas hujan. sy dgn kasut sukan. n 2 org hsmate.
berjln kaki ke kolej. ade kelas ptg. sy jln mcm biase. even jln licin.
sbb pakai kst sukan yg sy yakin tapaknye elok. then. dah nak sampai.
d dpn 5 anak tangga d tgh2 setiawangsa itu, sy terjatuh!!!
menggelosor! dr anak tangge teratas ke anak tangge terbwh!
ia sgt sakit! sbb terduduk n menggelongsor! punggung sy. ya tuhan.
sakitnyerrr. oleh sbb sgt sakit, maka sy gelak sambil nangis!!! haha.
sy bleh ddk je sambil nangis n gelak. kwn2 sy da cuak. n suruh bgn.
sy gelak je sambil air mate x henti2. hahahaha...sy kate. jap2.
mane blh bgn trus. sakit gile ni. haha. sy bertuah. sbb x ramai org.
sbb baru lepas hujan. haha. malu jugakkk...wakakkaa.
pakai kst sukan blh jatuh. mmg nasib la tuh jatuh jgk! haha.
yerr. maka, kesakitan sy itu berterusan hingga 2 minggu~~~

then. sewkt cuti final sem bape tah. sy blk srwk. n mama.
ajak sy tman die ke skola die. sy pon ikot je. saje hari tu.
isi masa lapang. mama ada latihan umah sukan. lgpon. sy rndu.
rndu suasana zmn skola. jd sy ikot! bygkan. sy buat muke cool.
sbb bangga jd anak ckgu. hahahaha...and. budget da beso sgt ah tu.
sy jln blakang skit dr mama. dgn bwk payung. sbb panas. tp.
payung itu masih x dibuka. sekadar tongkat buat sy. sy jln.
melepasi canteen. jln lg d kanan sy basketball court. jln lagi.
d kiri sy gelanggang badminton. dan di dpn..pdng yg luas.
dan trek berlari. mcm skola2 lain. sgt ramai pelajar ptg itu.
main basketball. badminton. kadet2 berkawad. dan. sukan.

sy berjln. dah hampir sampai dkt mama! tibe2...sy yg sengih2 nih.
PAPPPP~~~ payung yg ditongkat termsk lubang n kaki sy skali.
terjatuh! depan org ramai yg sy x kenal okayyyy!!! dan sy.
yakin. lebeyh 100 org ade time tuh. hahahaha...n sume silent!
silent ok! n suare sy je duk gelak2. sy pelik. mama pon diam.
slalunye mama ske gelakkan sy. tp mama pon terkejut. tgk sy je.
sy ttp gelak gile2 n malu yg amat...hahahahah.
sy nmpk muke bdk2 itu. maw gelak tp takot kot. haha. sy bgn.
n blh plak sy ckp... "nape x de org gelak? malu je! haha"
n sy jln straight buat bodow. n sengih2. haha. pastu. barulah.
mama pon gelak. tatkala yg lain pura2 tak gelak. haha.
malu gileee. sampai skrng mama duk menganjing ttg itu. XP

then pernah. form 4-5 mcm tuh. sy x ingt. time tuh.
sy tnggl d sg besi. sy ajak mama n abah mkn luar.
dinner d luar. berdktan. tp d restoran thai yg agak exclusive.
mkn mcm biase. borak2. then time nak blk. d luar restoran itu.
penuh customer jgk. mereka yg rase nak mkn dgn open air.
ddk di luar. imagine. kereta abah d park. betol2 d dpn kedai.
sy jln. mcm biase. dgn TIBE2!!! kaki sy lemah sebelah.
n pokkkk~~~ terjelepok. maka. sy jatuh la! sbb x stabil!
dpn org ramai. betol2 d dpn restoran! nak sampai kete da.
mama da gelak gile. hahahahhahaa...sbb sy malu sgt.
sy gelak2 masuk kete terus tunduk! wakakaka.
x nak kasi org tgk muke sy da. malu3!!! wakakakakaka...

ni antare time2 sy jth yg sy x kan lupe. hee.
n da thing is. normal lah kalo kte terjatuh. x yah malu2.
bgn. dan berdiri dgn gembira. x yah lari cam lipas kudung.
sbb, itukan pengalaman yg x dpt dilupekan. =]


Mar 4, 2009

uitm - ikan terubuk

ini bukan tentang UiTM yg biasa kite dgr.
bukan tentang Universiti ini. tiada kena mengena pon.
okay. ini adalah. cerita lawak.
erm. bagi sy ia lawak.

berlaku pd tahun lepas.
di pasar satok, kuching sarawak.
di mana sy dan mama sedang sibuk mencari ikan terubuk.
ikan terubuk sgt terkenal di sarawak.
ketika menunggu ikan terubuk yg kami beli dibungkus,

mama ternampak sebuah gerai ikan terubuk yg lain.

mama tertarik pd banner mereka - UiTM.
dan bermulalah sebuah perbualan...

mama : adik. UiTM sarawak ni bukak gerai jual ikan terubuk ke?

penjual : eh. taklah akak. UiTM ni bukan universiti tu...


mama
: habis? U ape plak? bkn UiTM ade 1 je ke?


penjual : UiTm ni Usahawan Ikan Terubuk Masin!