Jan 9, 2009

100% dari hati!

lately. rase cam bnyk gle bnde nak ckp.
nak luahkan. nak post. nak share.
but then. maybe sbb bnyk sgt. sampai.
xtaw mane mau mule. mane maw cite.
n last2, x ckp ape pon. hurm...

okay. d saat menaip bnde nih.
badan. mate. tgn. pinggang. otak.
sgt letih. ngantok. g jj td. beli rak. 2. berat.
angkt msk troli. angkt msk kete. angkt msk umah.
then. try nak pasang. dgn mama. berjam2.
skru2 tuh sumenye sgt degil. pdhal.
bnde tuh should b so simple.
last2 leteyh sgt. simpan blk sumenye.
n here i am. on9 jap. then tdow. kot~

okay. semlm. gerak kuar umah awal.
kelas kul 3 but kul 12 da kuar.
g sony centre klcc with nora.
hantar my dearest cybershot d sane.
seminggu baru selesai repair. hurm...
nasib baik still de warranty. then.
mkn ice cream best tuh. berbaloi la.
bkn slalu makan. hee...pot pet dgn nora.
then g kelas kul 3. nora blk umah.
die x de class. thanks nora teman.

4 class genre studies dat evening.
kene buat sains fiksyen pnye movie.
skrip. duration. sinopsis. n so on...
then. we've 2 act dkt dpn. ikot group.
my group. anna. feeqa. dill. n me.
2 saintis. 2 superhero. tp...superhero cacat.
sbb slh formula. haha.
me n anna jd superhero cacat tuh.
d mane anna jd teleng. [momo]
n me, sengau + sotong. [soso].
tp bkn sotong lembik tuh.
sotong yg cam shuffle2 je keje. haha.
by the time i buat sengau. d whole class gelak.
++ anna mmg buat teleng gempak gle.
i plak tah. leh buat sengau. lg laaa...
jgn kate da whole class gelak. i yg tgh acting pon cam.
tahan gelak gile2 pnye tahan. huu...
bnde tuh sgt lawak. hingga. hari ni pon.
org cite ttg tuh lg. n my classmate.
nmpk muke i je trus ckp sengau. wahahaha...
tp rugi sbb x de sape record la plak time tuh.
me myself. x tahan gelak ble pk blk....hahahahahha.

then mlm. tetbe. sgt nasib baik.
blh bukak ym. tp awal lg kot time tuh. dlm kul 9.
so on9 je la jap. skali. akhirnya.
die on9. die di indonesia tuh.
setelah tah bape lame. kte org main reply off9 msg je.
erm. semlm dpt ym jap. lame jgk kot?
tp semlm. x bape de mood. bkn marah....
tp semlm i'm sad. ye. time tgh ym dgn die pon.
blh plak nangis. rase cam die tbe rite on time.
he used 2 b my loyal listener. huhu.
n semlm cam agak pelik. nak ckp goodbye pon agak lame.
i mean. asyik x jd je goodbye itu. dahla mlm kelmarinnye.
i mimpi die. tibe. then muncul lak dkt ym. i mean.
die slalu je buzz if die on9 ym. i yg jrng on9 ym.
then ade la i ckp mid valley de la lain skit.
kerusi dpn MPH da x de. kerusi depan studio R ade lg.
since kerusi dpn MPH kte org ddk time 1st time jmpe.
n kerusi depan studio R kte org ddk time last day jmpe.
and he said... "the good old days"
hurm. it is good. yup. thanks 4 everything bintang hati.

then. i yg ckp nak off dulu semlm. which is. rarely happened.
haha. mengong. rase down je lately. yup.
dgr lagu "sorry blame it on me" bnyk kali jgk.

sorry....sbb aqilah bkn kwn yg baik.
even dah try utk jd yg terbaek.

sorry....aqilah x mampu jgk nak jd anak yg baik.
even cuba selalu utk mengalah.

sorry..aqilah x sekuat mane sbb sy jg manusia biase.
even most of the time nmpk kuat.

sorry...4 the time when i'm not there when u need me.
cuz i'm bz with something i can't run from such as class, fmly.

sorry...sbb x dpt puaskan hati kalian.
but i did try 2 help as soon as i can.

serious shit.
i'm just too weak sometimes.
sbb tu i slalu ckp



"i'm just nowhere near perfect"


babe.

i miss u damn much. maybe u tataw or nmpk tuh.
tu bnde yg sentiase ade dlm hidup nih.
kte makin jauh. i nmpk tuh.
maafkan i. if u terase dgn i...tp sumpah.
tak pernah terniat utk kecewakan u.
i bangge dgn u...i happy dgr u gelak.
serius. my love 4 u insatiable.
just...hope. u takkan pernah benci i.
sorry again. cuz i'm not perfect.
maybe...u deserved some1 better than me...
i betol2 harap, we're friends 4evermore.
but serius. i syg u sgt3!!!


bintang hati.

rindu kamu. nape kte berpisah?
sbb org ke3 itu? tp...
katemu, dia hanya kawan.
entah. mungkin. and i know,
kamu bnyk utk dikejarkan lg.
cita cita kamu. harapan keluarga kamu.
but. sy selalu tnggu kamu pulang.
ya. and sy bangge.
kte kenal dgn slumber.
n berpisah dgn baik.
hey pak cik.
awk kwn sy paling kachak! haha...
moga jd doctor yg berjaya dunia n akhirat.


nora.

thank u. sbb bnyk teman aku g sane sini.
teman aku ckp ttg mereka2 yg ku syg.
dan kongsi pendapat. ajar aku mcm2...
n aku taw ko kuat. tabahkan hatimu.
ermmm...ko pernah dgr x. org ckp.
bukan bape lame kte kenal yg jd ukuran.
tp. sejauh mane org tuh layan kte.
aku syg ko! taw3? jgn tipu aku! hee...


my dearest 1st love.

my sweetest history.
awak ini kenangan terindah.
gile best hidup time nih.
kamu sgt3 baik!!! serius.
x nyesal kenal kamu.
nyesal putus dgn kamu je. wahaha...
tp selalu doa yg terbaik utk kamu.
thank u sbb fhm, kenal, tlg & sokong kte.
thanks sbb dgr sume cite kte.
ttg laki2 yg dtg lepas kamu. ttg hidup.
ttg fmly ku yg dah kamu kenal semuanya.
dr nenek ku sehingga sepupu sepapat ku.
oh...cukup 1 keturunan~
rasenye. x de ape dlm hidup ni yg kamu x taw.
dan mmg betol kte ckp.
u're the NICEST guy i've ever met.


adek.

ko cantik! ko baik! ko pandai! ko kaye!
haaa...ko bnyk kelebihan ok?
jgn rase rendah diri sgt.
lain la aku. mmg x de pape special.
sape kate ko x de kawan? aku ni ape?
even bdn aku cam gajah...aku manusie taw.
manusia bername kawan.
maybe aku x mcm yg ko harapkan.
x mcm kwn baeik yg ko idamkan.
tp at least. bg aku peluang.
utk ukir senyuman utk ko eh?
be strong sayanggg. always!!!



hurm. entahlahhh...
ramai sgt utk diucapkan jutaan terima kasih.
kalian...yer. yg muncul dlm hidup sy.
yg mengajar sy mcm2 ttg hidup.
thanks again. dr sekeping hati kecil ni.
eh jap. de lg ke hati? errr...ade kot.
ade ade. tu la pompuan~
owh. itulah aku. aqilah!

7 comments:

shafinazmaruai said...

crius touching.
jarang jadi org pertama yang bagi komen..

we r million miles apart.
still.
u r the best thing happens to me.
and i swear,i rather lose 100 friends than losing u.
if only u know how much YOU means to my life.

we both did mistakes.
as we r only human..
but mine was worse.
i did know that...
and i'm so damn sorry.

there a re a lot of catching up to be done.
sayangnye...u will not be in kl wk2i blk malaysia..
xpela..we'll find the time.
skrg sgt busy..sgt2 busy...

thanks for being such a great friend.
u r not ordinary..
u r u..
nur aqilah amin

babylove said...

thanx dearie..
i appreciate sgt2.
biase la ak kn..
owez rs rendah diri.
ak x sehebat org len.
but thanx cuz lyn kerenah ak yg mcm2 neyh.huu.

aLam maya said...

slamat tahun baru!!~
aku bz gle beberapa minggu ni...br ade mase nk jenguk blog ko...huhuhu....

CIK LOVeyann. ;) said...

qilah~
touching sgt.
w/pun x ditujukan utk sy.
kikikiki. :P

Miss Nora89 said...

hoho.
dr awl sampai akhir.
aku da dgr luahan ini dr aty ke aty.
dr face to face!
hehehe.
ya ini touching ok!
hep, kan aku kata.
no hal. ape je tok kaw.
nak teman ke mane boleh je.
tp dlaam KL jela.
hikhik.
hee. qilah! cyggg kaw juge!
cyg kaw ketat2 taw.
hehehe. aku tpo kaw?
pomiz. yg tu yg pertama & last ok.
kaw pon jgn tpo aku.
heheheh

mmg manusia xsempurna tp
aku terime kaw seadanya!

:)

syakey said...

kak qilah.
jgn sedey² ouhh

:)

ra|nbOw said...

hurm. babe. touching? huu...
finaz pon sgt3 bermakna utk qila.
dear. u can put da blame on me.
finaz x buat pape slh pon...
dont worry. time mule2 u blk kl je i x de.
then de dkt kl smule. since da nak final.

babylove. u're most welcome. tlg la. ko hebat. aku dgn ko. mane lg suck? aku. so. be proud of urself. cuz aku pun bangge dgn ko... adek. thats what friends 4.

sid. happy new year 2! hehe. x pe. ko jenguk pun aku da ckup happy. thanks. =]

eyann! ini utk kamu jgk.
sbb sy dpt belaja bnyk bnde ttg hidup dr blog kamu! thanks.

nora. all i can say is... tin ka yu!!! =D

syakey syg. hee. sdeyh di dlm saja! di luar okay! hehe...